Serendipity

Great..today Im having a 'family party'. Its my parents wedding aniverssary...and as you can see from that spelling Im not feeling great...I was up so late doing the full moon thing. And the kids had me up early so Im not realy in the best of moods. I feel like Ive got a hangover!...lol. I havent its just very draining for me when I put so much energy into a ritual like I did last night..so forgive me for any nastyness which may seep out today...sarcasm is my fave form of bitchyness. There for Im not even going to atempt to reply to the comments from the last post :wink:

I think I need a gentle wake up now..Green tea and toast. Maybe Ill try and post later befor I go. Im thinking of deleting that stupid photo(post below). It seemed like a good idea at the time*sighs*...

*sniggers*

yes one more thing...How do I know its you?..Im sure you dont want your name in here so I wont do that...but I know...I have ways of finding out ...so yes..I do know..call me a witch too if you like..Ive had worse

[i]i am totally disgusted. a female blogger-will not mention sn, or blog- has thought it necessary to post a nude picture of herself as the background for her title heading. then another male blogger replies in his blog that, oh she's so hott, you should check her out! followed by a poem. sick, sick, sick[/i].



Gosh it seems some other lady blogger doesnt like my header!...She thinks its me!..lol..I wish...I wish it was me!...oh but guess what?..Im sorry you were offended miss, but you need to straighten facts befor you have a rant.
a.)..not me..just a model..the header was made for me..
b.)..Krazedone is a Lady!!!..yes..and shes also my friend!!..yes amazing isnt it!..if you would look at her blog you would see that!...
c.).you post what you like on your blog..I shall do the same..and never the twain shall meet..hurrah!

ok done

Critics..there is no way I could ever be a critic. Id hate to do it and pull somebodies work apart.

Constructive ok..fair enough and some people ask for it too. I just..would really be hurt!...lol...that sounds so stupid!..there is nothing wrong with a good critic, but, when I write something I hold it close to me..like ...I created it..just like I created my babies, it takes such alot of courage to send it off in to the world..am I weird?..surely im not the only one who thinks like this?

And to be critizised badly is like holding up one of my babies to be shot at!!..thats the feeling I get!..I become defencive...stubborn...if a change is sugested I will buck and say no way!!

So...lol..hmm..just ranting :wink:

Im busy..I have so many things in my head..I hate today. And Ive got nothing to 'do'...just get ready for tonight. It will be a huge relief to get this overwith...I submitted a poem to Dirt..I may be a columnist..if they will have me..and If I can figure out their..'system'. It was lindy..she encoraged me, I have no idea why. If I do have a column..what will I write eh?..didnt think about that tho did I :? . Some days I barely have enough time to think...but I read that maybe Dirt will be a monthly e-zine. Thats not so bad anyway. So now Im relaxing for a moment, listening to Beccy sob because I put her to bed...its too hot, shes over tired...it breaks my heart but I know its for the best..10 mins and she will be asleep and cooling off. Wish I could do the same.

ok Im changing my name then...Jade...?...hmm...dont know if that suits or not

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

:P

Well it wasnt so bad!...My visit to M's mum..we went right after lunch, yesterday. Nothing was said about the fact that its been over a year since Id been. She was polite, alittle cool but hey!..I can handle that...she talked about herself all day...never asked about me. Again I dont mind that, it was baking hot so all the kids and me sat outside...I read the paper and listened to her yak on..

M's sister came also...she was...'polite'..lol..hmm...not much else to say really. I think everybody was holding stuff in..but after a few hours it relaxed alittle. I was still relieved to go home tho. I felt like it was a bridge building thing and it went fine. Next time I wont feel like I have to defend myself so much. :oops:

I saw this on wiccanmomma's blog http://wiccanmomma.tblog.com/...

and since tblog is being such a pain I cant aske her or let her know If swiped it...I just loved the pic



"natural" fairy


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Foecast for today...A storm is brewing, in more ways than one.

a.)..The weather...what the hell is going on here!...Up here it shouldnt be this hot..or this humid...CyberPal..you tell em its true!!!..supposed to be grey and damp..lol..Im enjoying it while I can...spent as much time as I possibly could outside today drink in one hand factor 100 sunblock in the other!!...cold shower needed as soon as Ive wrote this.

b.)..Yet again I got caught in the middle of something which I cant write about. I should be able to write about what I like here..right now im not because I dont want to upset people..but after my other post..about being able to blog about anything we like..hmm..maybe later...lets just say my mood is stormy..definately.

M is off tomorrow too, and unbelievable!..I was just saying to matt(cp)..I never go with them when he visits his mum..I would if he asked..but he never does...Last night he asked!!..bloody hell...'yes dear if -you- want me to come then I will' Grr..so tomorrow I will have my happy smiling thru my teeth face on for her...wish me luck!! :?

I always dream, I almost always remember my dreams. Last night I had the weirdest dream!..for me it was weird. I drempt that M and I were out driving around the tiny villages close to where I live, picture perfect little houses with cherry trees and blossom floating on the air. M took me into a pub which turned out to be a sweet restaraunt. Inside it was red...warm red and gold..Olde worlde. Out of nowhere I was suddenly talking to this lady about the wedding reception!...huh?..what?....I am not getting married...subconciously tho..maybe I want that*shrugs*...anyway..we organised the wedding in that pub..M told me he wanted to wear a black suit, with a blood red shirt...now that..is weird, I had on a cream silk dress with floaty chiffon bits which was quite beautiful..everything matched perfect!...the flowers were blood red..deep dark..oh god I feel another poem coming out of this!. Our families were there too..getting on with each other!. And to top it off....when we went outside it was almost sunset the light made everything look even more dreamlike!. Behind the building a small alter had been placed..a druid priestess...actually I even think it WAS Emma Restall-Or...lol..(I dont remember how to spell her name..she IS a druid priestess..a real one lol)...perfect..just perfect!..I stood by the trees and watched everybody laughing and smiling and I felt so happy.

What I get from this dream, I believe I am being told to move on with my celtic studies..delve deeper maybe. I have neglected it lately and it does bring me alot of joy...its hard to understand..harder to explain. The goddess brought me this dream..just befor the moon is at her fullest...The full moon signifies things coming to a head....reaping the fruits of ones toil..and that is what I must do. Maybe I can still blog as much as I have, as well as travell deeper on my journey. I hope so :)

So I just remembered..how could I forget. Im going on 'holiday next month. Not going far but I did forget!!!...my mind is all over the place just lately!

So we are going not far..up North camping, it will be nice..I hope..not restful..lol..not with 3 little kids and 1 big kid. Reading CyberPals meeting with Eve tho..makes me kinda sad.

It looks like Ill never get to meet the legend!!*pouts*..unless it happens really quick..*grumbles*.

Anyway..Amy has gone to visit her best friend fro the day..so its just me and Matty and Beccy Boo...This called for a treat...Im taking them out for lunch .
The rest of the day I will be relaxing!..Oh and I posted a new poem on Ambers blog
Its not my usual thing....weird things happen when you meditate :wink:

It apears that another tigerlily has joined tblog. Note the spelling please!..it is NOT me..I repeat..NOT me..I have 3 blogs.
Tigerlilly
Tigerlilly2
AmberTiger

*sighs*...

I wish people would just stop being so bitchy sometimes. Do I sound like an old hippy if I say , why cant we all just get along? Its the same old story..the world has its racists, facists, overlords, warmongerers...
Tblog has its nit picking bitches, whiners, moaners..whatever. So what if you dont like to see poetry in blogs..so what if you dont like music in blogs..so what if you dont like to see pictures of the blogger..in that blog. So what if you dont bloody agree with his/her opinions. So what if you dont like the way they write. So fucking what!?..Who cares?..Blogs are just blogs..I think the idea is to write for yourself..add music because you like it. Make it look how YOU want it to look. Not for anybody else. Granted after blogging for a while you get to know people...make friends, talk to them through your blog, you might do something just for them. Like Rinna and her music, which is just for me this week..*hugs Rinna*

So anyway..what Im trying to say is...blogs are just blogs..a way of expressing your self..getting Ideas down, and having a good old rant.....

Am I wrong?...*doesnt care anyway its my space I do what I like so there* :wink:

Well I just woke up..Im deciding what to do today. I know I [b]have[/b] to go out and get some shopping today, maybe Ill go sooner rather than later , befor it bloody rains. Its actually sunny..and blue sky. Funny that :? ...forget it im rambing now, list got to make a list. Im still trying to remember my dream, odd that I cant remember all of it. I usually have vivid dreams and remember them, Im sure it will come to me some time :idea:
This week Amy is going to her friends for the day tomorrow so she is going to love that!. Beccky and me have checkups on wednesday, Beccys just a developement check, mine is so the doc can tell me what a good girl I have been now Ive been off my antidepressants for 4 weeks.
Still feeling ok..actually this week...not so good...Full moon aproaching if you have read any of my blog befor you will know how much I hate the run up to the full moon, but...I do write more, a blessing in desguise :wink:

I will let you know when there is any new stuff on Ambers page, I did put two short stories on my other page...but I dont think they are to everybodys taste. Still got to get these things out I find.

Im off to put some clothes on!... 8)

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Im so happy!..this little quiz has given my tiny uneducated mind something to chew on for 2 mins!!..wow...yes Im being sarcastic and if you dont know why..well be happy :?

Oh my gawd!..is my new favourite thing to say...hmm..its Sunday and Im sitting staring at the rain...pouring down. *sighs*...Still on my 80's flash back now Im hunting for loads of songs to d/l..so far I have got way too many...Adam Ant..Simple Minds...Duran Duran..Talk Talk..I have found loads!..makes me think of ra ra skirts and leg warmers..I had a pair which were ranbow striped..hey I think they came back into fashion now..lol..I saw a girl waering some..with kitten heels!..good grief..I used to wear mine with my red baseball boots..lol..and ra ra skirt which had lace trim...mmm..yes..denim with white lace trip..and a black biker jacket covered with tassels. A wham t-shirt..(ripped)..my hair..let see..so many different styles I had..but I do remember having it blonde..short and spikey..with bright pink high lights...rotfl..how I wish I had a pic. :wink:

[b]Whats been your biggest EVER fashion mistake?..spill the beans :P [/b]

Yay its another really long question thing!...its so long..Im wondering if maybe I should split it up into parts?...hmm This one I swiped from Mystykalrain http://mistykalrain.tblog.com... ..spell that properly in a min..lol


1.)Name: Clare
2.)Birthday: 26, Sept, 71
3.)Zodiac: Libra sun, Saggitarius moon, Gemini rising
4.)Nationality: English(with a bit of Irish and Spanish..deadly combo)
5.)What time is it: 9.23am
6.)Are you sensitive: very

***Person Who Last....***

7.)Called you: Cath
8.)Slept in your bed: Rebecca..aged 21 months
9.)Saw you cry:Rebecca
10.)Made you cry: myself
12.)You shared a drink with: myself
13.)You went to the movies with: The whole Family
14.)You went to the mall with: My kids
15.)Yelled at you: nobody EVER yells at me
16.)Sent you an email: Matt..not CP..

****Have you ever... ****

17.)Taken a picture of yourself with a milk-moustache and sent it to the milk
people: why would ?l
18.)Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
19.)Gotten into a fight with your Dog/Cat etc..?: never..what an odd question
20.)Been to New York?: no
21.)Been to Florida?: no
22.)Been to California?: no
24.)Mexico?: no
25.)China?: no
26.)Canada?: NO!!.
27.)Danced Naked: every full moon
28.)Had a dream about something really crazy, then it happens the next day?: All the time
29.)Stalked someone?: urgh..no no
30.)Had a mud bath: no
31.)Wished you were the opposite sex?: never
32.)Had an imaginary friend?: lots
33.)What time is it now?: 9:48am
34.)apples or bananas?: apples
35.)Blue or red?: blue
36.)Backstreet boys or nsync?: lol..um...who?
37.)Walmart or target? again...who?/what?...Im in England not the Midwest
38.)Spring or Fall?: Autumn
39.)Santa or Rudolph?: santa
40.)What are you going to do after you finish this? Finish some writing
41.)What was the last meal you ate?: Eating toast right now
43.)Are you bored?: hungry ..want my toast
44.)How many of your buddies are on-line? right now or in general?? 18 out of 21
45.)Last movie you saw?: Kill Bill
46.)Last noise you heard: kettle boiling
47.)Last smell you sniffed?: Toast

***About your friends....*****

48.)Laughs the weirdest?: Andie
49.)Going to have the most kids: me
50.)Who have you known the longest?: Andrea and Louise
51.)Loudest?: Louise!
52.)Is the quietest: Janet
53.)Who will steal this and blog it first? no Idea
54.)Who is the funniest?: all of them
55.)Who is the moodiest?: Me
56.)biggest pimp?: Ive no idea what this means..lol...
57.)biggest player?: once again... lol
58.)Who can you tell most of your secrets to?: Bart..he knows them all:)
59.)Who do you usually go to about all of your problems? If not my sis, Helen...hmm..Sarah
60.)Name your best buds of all time?:With out a doubt..Andrea and Louise..known them for 17 years maybe...newest...hmm..Bart
61.)Last time you went out of state?:?...no States here..and I live in a small town so Im allways having to go 'out of town'
62.)Out of the country?: sadly..when I was 17
63.)Things you like in a guy: well...I couldnt describe it...lots of things
64.)Do you have a crush on someone?: yes
65.)Do they know?: erm..no comment;p
66.)Do you have a bf/gf: I do
67.)What do you think about Ouija Boards:I have an open mind..wouldnt mess around tho
68.)What book are you reading now: Dragon Lance Cronicles..still..Forest of Hearts Charles de Lint
70.) Hair Color: Red
71.) Height: 5'4"
72.) Pets: ! Rabbit..! cat undecided as to weather she is coming come yet
73.) Siblings: 1 sister 4 years younger
74.) Been so drunk you didn't remember that you were there? yes
75.) Taken any illegal substances: never
76.) Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes...not on purpose tho!!
77.) Missed school b/c it was raining:yeah yeah
78.) Set any body part on fire for amusement: umm, no
80.) Wanted to hook up with a friend?: yep
82.) Had a crush on a teacher: lots
83.) Ever thought an animated char was hot?. yes!..lots of times...am I weird?
84.) Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff? never
85.) Planned your week based on the TV Guide? no,Im not that sad
86.) Prank called someone: rotfl..lots of times
87.) Been on stage: Loads of times


******FAVORITES******

88.)Phrase: bloody hell!...I dont believe it!...
89.)Quote: 'out of two evils Id always chose the one I hadnt tried yet'..Mae West
90.)Shampoo: Redkin
91.)Soap: never use soap...
92.)Colors: blues, lilacs
93.)Day or Night: Night
94.)Summer/Winter: Summer
95.)Lace or satin: satin
96.)Cartoon Character: Bugs Bunny
97.)Haircut: wavey...messy...on shoulders


*******IN THE LAST 2 Weeks*******

98.)Cried: everyday
99.)Cut your hair: yes
100.)Worn a skirt: nope..shorts yes
101.)Been mean: sometimes
102.)Been sarcastic: everyday
103.)Talked to someone you have a crush on: yep
105.)Hugged someone: yes
106.)Fought with your parents: not yet
107.)Wished upon a star: I wish up on the moon
108.)Laughed until you cried: yes
110.)Watched a sunrise/sunset: yes
111.)Went to the beach at night: no
112.)Spent quality time alone: a short time
113.)Ate a meal: great question...not..
114.)Are you lonely: depends on my mood
115.)Are you happy: Depends on my mood
116.)Are you talking to someone on-line: right now?..yes

********DO YOU BELIEVE IN*******

117.) God/Devil: Gods..plural..and the Devil..nope
118.) Love: of course
119.) The Closet Monster: I have to chase him most nights
121.) Heaven/Hell: no..its too black and white
122.) Superstitions: yes...some
123.) What is your full name?: not telling!
124.) Who named you?: my mother
125.) When was the last time you showered?: last night
126.) What color pants do you have on right now? Black
127.) What song are u listening to right now? the woohoo song from Kill Bill
128.) What was the last thing that you said on line? 'ill be right back'
129.) What is right next to you? almost cold coffee*drinks*
130.) What is your computer desk made of? cheap wood
131.) What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? nosy, nosy, nosy
132.) Where do you want to go on your honeymoon? why would I want to go on honeymoon?...but on holiday Id to go to...Mauritious
133.) How's the weather right now? pissing down
134.) What did you do last night? cooked dinner for today
135.) How are you today? still sleepy
136.) How do you eat an Oreo? tell me what one is and Ill tell you how I eat it;p
137.) What makes you happy? 'me time'
138.) What makes you mad? everything
139.) What do you want to do when you grow up? Wonder Woman
140.) What are your future goals?all relate to bringing my children up..time for me later
141.) My fav music: if its good..I like it...if its crap Ill tell you
142.) Favorite Food?: ice cream
143.) Favorite movies: rocky horror picture show, Pulp Fiction..Lord of the Rings..Clue
144.) Fave perfume?: Sensi by Georgio Armarni
145.) Do u like to dance?: yeah baby!
146.) Fast or slow? depends on the song...lol
147.) Are you too shy to ask someone out? god yes
149.) If you could change your name what would it be? Scarlett
150.) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yes loads..the find there way in most nights
151.) Stupidest thing you've ever done? started this quiz?...sheesh is it done yet!
152.) What will your first son's name be? will be? IS Matthew
153.) First daughter? ... IS Amy
155.) Do you like scary or happy movies better? Both
156.) On the phone or in person? in person
157.) Lust or Love? lust first..then love..lol
158.) What time is it 10.19am


phew :lol: this is the last time!!...Im never going to do it again!!!

Just about the world and his wife has seen KILL BILL...cept me!..lol..I watched it lastnight...I loved it!..very very sexy I thought...all that blood tho...eww..
A very kind person who shall remain Unnamed..lol..private joke...ok Sean you know Im talking about you. :wink: Found me two of my fave songs in the film..This one...and another which I might used tomorrow.. Anyway I cant do all that film review stuff im too busy. So heres Uma 8)



and here is the beautiful scene with the snow!..I loved this part..so perfect and pure..beautiful with the snow. Had a great dream about that too :)

Typical man...Goins007 was going on about this song in tblurt..I found it...then he buggers off!.. :shock:

Well Ill leave it for a while..I was searching thru some 80's music . Great stuff..I was born in 71..so the 80's were like my childhood years..I left school in 88..ahh the memories. So Im going to make like Ann Robinson and ask who out there even remembers the 80's..or where you all still twinkles in your daddies eye's :wink:

How old were you in 1985..I was 14
Music you liked/listened too...The cure..The Smiths..Deep Purple
TV...oh god..so many..Blakes 7..Dr Who..lol

Weee! Your a fairy!! you care most about your
environment, and you like everyone happy. even
though your real small, most of the time you
have a big big heart. You can be quite selfish
at times though, and are saddened easy. You
like being the center of attention too.


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I did another where I was also a fairy...this is terribly interesting..maybe I need to change my name to Tinkerbell?!!!
:wink:

Hecate


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CyberPal... http://cyberpal.tblog.com/
Am I...
Happy...no, definately not.
Why?...hmm..its a terribly long story. I cant say Ive got really awful parents ..who mistreated me when I was little..I had an idilic childhood really. Ive always had a problem letting people know how I feel..always wear the happy mask, it builds up until I explode..not good. And situations over the past year have made things worse...affair..loosing a child..which Im not going to go into. Depression...pills doctors...weight gain, agraphobia, all come together to make it quite obvious Im not a happy person..inside. Oh outside Im always perky..bloody bouncing I am..to hide the pain. Good news is..now Im off the anti-depressants...doesnt look like I am going to relaps hopefuly..Im dealing with it the best way I know how.

What can you do to help?. Its nice to be asked!..lol..lots of people dont, hmm...lets see. I think you Matt..are doing quite alot to help right now, being somebody to bounce words off...supportive...great. And one day when you buy me coffe in that little cafe in the boro...lol..Ill tell you the full story maybe. :P

This ones Rinna's.. http://rinna.tblog.com/ .she asked

what's the most despicable, most dishonest thing you've ever done in the history of being you? :)


Actually I think Ive done alot of dispicable things...most of which I couldnt talk about here. What does come to mind tho, is something I was talking about earlier today with my mate Bart. I used to work(befor kids)..for a well known company..who I wont name..I worked as Head of their MakeUp department...Staff Trainer..Demonstrating products ect...became Deputy manager off 2 shops..had lazy ass wipes for bosses..Imence pressure for sales figures and regulary was expected to work over time..all this on a crap salary, and constant bullying from the 'high boss'

So I stole..I took things from the store room..make up...'other' products..they had no idea. They trusted me completely..of course they did they had me fucking doing their jobs!. So I took what I wanted..as payment. I fiddled the books when I did stock taking..it was all left to me so I easily covered my tracks.

I left eventually..I had a break down...I think that yes..they deserved it because they were shit to me, and I could have sold the stuff..mad a fortune. On the other hand..as a boss my self..I had to deal with other staff caught doing it..and disipline them...pretty nasty of me :?

Dagamer http://dagamer.tblog.com/ asked:
HERE IT GOES.....HAVE U EVER BEEN WITH ANOTHER WOMAN?KISSED HER OR EVEN FELT ATTRACTED TO HER?
LETS SEE U BLUSH
Well...Im not blushing Dagamer. Twice I have been with a woman..the first was a drunken thing with a friend, nothing special about that. The second time was different tho didnt feel particularly attracted to her ..I got paid lots of money .. :wink: so it was all good.

Cant say I would do it again...who knows....

I think the easyest question was KRAZEDONE's http://krazedone.tblog.com/ ...she asked about my 'lady muscles'...lol. well here goes. 'Lady ' muscles..cant be bothered to find out the real name, are obviously taken to task when your pregnant. I have had 3 children in 4 years..I know..I know..I find it hard to believe sometimes too!..hehe. When your pregnant..just about every woman , doctor, midwife..drums it into your head..look after your Pelvic floor..something called Kegal excersises..I think...its been a while. :P
So...you get into the habit of 'squeesing' your lady muscles..its great you can do them anywhere..its like trying to stop yourelf peeing..lol. This prepares them for the emense torture Labour and birth puts them under, wich im not going to go into right now :wink:

After you give birth..you cant feel a thing..'down there'..I mean sore..pain yes..but you try to move anything and you just cant..but you have too!..because yet again..they come..doctors..friends..mum...dont forget..so you do them..and just pray they recover!...And guess what they do!! :P ..after a few weeks they spring right back into place!..amazing the human body..so to answer your question Kraze..yes my 'lady' muscles are damn good..dont know about pushing out a dildo..never tried..lol..but I can do the pencil trick!...yay..holding a pencil..a thin one...down there..and not being able to tug it out easy...yeah I know..Im showing off.. :wink:

Im about to go cook dinner, I need a question..something to answer..anything at all!..come on!!..give me a really hard question...and Ill be really really honest with my answer!..I promise. Ive got a few things off my chest and Im feeling better...so gimmy the best you got :wink: actually I really bet that only 2 people dare ask anything..and I know which two..not telling you tho 8)

Im a true Rock chick at heart..I dont like rave music. Only this theme from Big Brother..it makes me want to dance!..and that is what I need to do today....shake..and spin...get over it..whatever..anyway..thats an explination for the music today 8) .

Ok..Im here!..Im reading your loverly comments...but tblog is not letting me comment..or even reply to comments....Im sick of trying now so I give up!...Thankyou for your sweet comments and I hope I shall be 'fixed' pretty soon. :cry:

I happened to find this little fairy...she is trying to 'help' mummy on the computer..I know its really boring for people who dont have/like kids..but you know what?...I dont give a shit..my blog..my pics..of my little sweetie. :D

Ok Im just not in a very good mood. Reasons I dont really want to blog about..so I nabbed this from Tigergurrl. http://tigergrrl.tblog.com/..... me something to do for a while :oops:

1. Shampoo – Lush shampoo bar-Karma Komba
2. Bags – Anything big enough to fit a whole load of kids stuff in
3. T-Shirt – My fave...red with the words Glamour..across the front in silver glitter
4. Shoes – No shoes in the house...ever
5. Socks - no socks...if I have to they are probably some girlie pink ones
6. Toothpaste - Sensodyne
7. Computer – Mesh
8. Wallet – no wallet..purse!..its soft suade fawn...nice and strokable
9. Pencil Case – hmm...its like swirly rainbow *shrugs*..its just a pencil case
10. Pens – Depends what Im writing...moody poems, red sparkly pen...anything else a sliver one..or plain black..Ive got tons
11. Watch – I have no Idea!...hmm..well its gold and its fairly plain
12. Magazines – Addict...Cosmo..Mari-Claire..Prediction..and cheap and nasty gossip mag..:)
13. Chocolate – Plain..bitter
14. Chips – Doritos - Cool Ranch

[In The Morning I Am] Usually rushing around like a blue arsed fly while talking to Bart..on the comp
[All I Need Is] A big house and 2 maids
[I'm Afraid of] Wasps
[I Dream About] Weird stuff.

CURRENT...
[Current Mood] Flat
[Current Clothes] Lemon strappy nighty
[Current Music] 2 year old singing...Dora The Explora
[Current Book] The Celestine Prophacy....Dragon Lance Cronicles...Forest Heart..Charles de Lint
[Current CD(s) in CD Player] Purple Rainbows...Deep purple /Rainbow/whitesnake compilation

LAST PERSON...
[You Hugged] My daughter
[You Kissed] kissed?..my daughter..or you mean...snoged?..my fella
[You Talked to] My daughter

FAVORITE...
[Food] Italian
[Drink] Water..wine
[Album] changes too often
[Shoes] either my pink flip flops..or my Black leather knee high boots..depending on my mood
[Animal] all
[TV Show] Hardly watch tv..
[Fruit] Strawberries, grapes, nectarines

ARE YOU
[Understanding] Always..unfortunately
[Insecure] Yes very
[Friendly] Way too friendly
[Smart] certainly...just dont ask about Politics
[Moody] Yes
[Childish] Try not to be..
[Independent] I wish I was
[Hardworking] Yes
[Healthy] Yes
[Emotionally Stable] ?...hell no!
[Difficult] hardly..I try too hard to please others and then get pissed off when I get left out of the it
[Bored Easily] yes..I need high stimulation!!..lol
[Responsible] very
[Trusting] depends on the feelings Im getting
[Patient] Not as much as Id like

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[Kill] Saddam Hussain
[Actually see naked] no comment on that one!...he might read


WHICH IS BETTER...
[Coke or pepsi] neither both too fizzy...
[Pink or blue] Id say pink..but blue goes better with red hair

10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR BAG
1. My purse
2. my keys
3. lip gloss
4. spare Nappy
5. wipes
6. dummy(pacifier)..usualy about 900..lol
7. crumpled up recipts...many
8. loose change
9. baby juice cup
10. phone

Ive been so hellishly busy today!!...no time to blog!...need to catch up...soon I promise!...

Hot..muggy..humid..awful really...all I can do is lie flat on my back...

On a lighter note :wink: I found these sweet pics of my fave pets...My dog...sadly not around anymore.Altho informed by my 5yr old that he isnt dead anymore , hes now a 'different' dog...aint that sweet..kids perception...

And my cat..who I had to give back when I had my son..he was allergic to her :(

I see her regularly now..around..in my street..I know its my baby!..just the way she runs to me kinda gives it away :P

Rupert..lol..I know silly name


Holly...

Your chart ruler Mars will be playing with fire for most of July, Scorpio. The 10th of the month in particular could be a significant day, as Mercury and Mars in Leo energize all but the laziest of scorpions. Mars also will be connecting with Venus, the planet of love, for most of July. If you have your eye on someone special, make your move about the 16th of the month and watch the sparks fly! July’s blue moon at month’s end puts the spotlight on home and family. If you’ve been neglecting same, take this as a gentle reminder that “moms are people, too.”


Nothing for August yet..this is july
Ta da... :wink:

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Part of my Horoscope this month...
[i]Libra’s lovely ruler Venus will be playing footsie with he-man Mars for the better part of July. If your love life has been in the doldrums, plan on stepping out in come-hither style this month. The first full moon on July 2 lights up your house of home and family, so if you want to bring that special person home to mother, you won’t find a better time to do so. Make some productive career moves around the July 17 new moon. The payoff will come at month’s end when King Sol checks into your house of hopes and wishes.[/i]

For anybody not from the UK...Fit..=hot..damn sexy,..you get the picture. Im not a huge fan..just trying out some different music..besides, I love when the singer says..'leave it out'...lol...Im pretty sure that most of you Americans will have no Idea of the words..thats Londoners for you. Need girly quiz...need...quiz...ahhgggh..ok Im going to do a quiz!!! :?

RaggedTigerUK...http://raggedtigeruk.tblog.co... I have to thank him sooo much..spent ages thismorning with me and my hangover explaining some things. Helping..aww..bless him..hes my hero today!..now I can really go mad!..music !...MY music ..not codies or any others..MINE!!! :twisted:

Today we have The Streets..Dont Mug Yourself..funny stuff..just what I need to bounce me out of my hangover, oh yes..I have a baaad one...lol...hmm..ok so thats it.....go see all the girlies on Raggys blog...and give him big snogs from me :wink:

Soo..first day of the summer hols over...didnt go too bad. Altho I now have to go and actually find the kids amongst the piles of toys and crisps which have sprouted in my living room. Beccy.(see pic below)..is asleep in front of the tv...covered in fury toys which Amy has arranged around her..sweet.

I spy a bottle of Suthern Comfort ..its winking at me..wants my attention. Im going to make it wait tho...until later when its absolutely begging for me :wink:

LOL..have a good day

An important milestone has ocured!..Rebecca(age 21 months going on 13)..has found out how to climb out of her cot!!(crib it your american)..Lastnight I spent half the night chasing her around various bedrooms and putting her back.LOL..she it so damn pleased with herself!...so..eventually I realised I had to move all furniture away from the cot..put up a safty gate at her door so at least she could be safe in her room...
Screaming ...lots of screaming..lol..I dont give in easy tho..I let her cry it out..she soon fell asleep safe. Might sound cruel but after 3 kids you kind of get used to the crying..I mean you can tell when its 'real'..im hurt or scared kind of crying. Boy she was angry, for a little while...its like I cut off her wings!
So my baby needs a bed now I think...the girls room is getting smaller and smaller..hehe Wondering how she will be tonight. Probably the same :shock:

Im in serious danger of getting all broody again...now shes not a baby anymore :cry: [image]TigerLilly_1496957 70.jpg[/image]

I was on Rinna's http://rinna.tblog.com/ bloggy having a rant when I spied this...of course I swiped it right from under her cute little nose..and she doesnt know yet!..lol...

I am Chocolate Flavoured. I am sweet and a little bit naughty. I am one of the few clinically proven aphrodisiacs. Sometimes I can seem a little hard, but show warmth and I soon melt. What Flavour Are You?

:wink:

Wow..Im so happy!!..yes Im happy and pretty and gaaaay..ok not gay but yes!..my link on KRAZEDONE's blog is so cool!..wonderwoman..oh I feel like a kid again..my heroine!!...lol..here she is..now all go and visit and love her and smother her in almond paste..hehe :wink: http://krazedone.tblog.com/

Well I just entered a comp..on Supertoy's blog..and then inspired..I dug up 5 publishers and submitted loads of stuff to them too. They call it biting the bullet..lol...and it feels kinda good. Anyway..the poem for the comp..you can see it here.. [url=]http://ambertiger.tblog.com/ [/url] ..along with most of my other work. Heres the part where I say..take alook..tell me what you think....mm..whatever :wink: look dont look...have a happy Sunday! 8)

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Hoobaskank..The reason..

Playing because I am feeling pretty emotional and tired and the words mean alot. I love music with decent lyrics..it can be dance or Jass even :? ..lol..as long as the words do something to me..inspire me..to write, cry..feel all snuggly and warm..whatever..thats my 'reason' for this song tonight. And now I shall go get into my cosy bed!..good night :wink: :wink:

Well your Happy, yes thats right your so happy, so
pretty and witty and if i go on any more i will
have to pay for the rights of this song so,
great jop your one of the lucky ones.


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I mean is it?..really...I always go on about how real women have curves!..and they do..its just that..I dont want mine to get out of hand!!...its all so difficult tho isnt it..god Ive been on diets..as soon as I say Im on a diet I go mad!..want everything I cant have!. So my take is to eat loads of veg and fruit and then have stuff like chocolate and icecream..cakes..*starts to drool*...just every now and again..get all strict with me and Ill do the oposit!...stubborn as hell.

Excercise is better...I already eat healthily..walk 4 miles a day to school and back..need more tho..a new Gym opened really quite close to me...so tempting to join even tho I havent a penny at the moment. So its started..the 'thinking' about joining...dont know. What if I join and hate it..you have to sign up for 6 months..hmm...more thinking is needed. Ive had 3 babies in 4 years..I shouldnt expect I will ever look like I used to 7 years ago :roll:

Its the first day of the kids holidays and its bloody pouring down :roll: typical. I didnt sleep too good either!..dreams..lots of dreams. I 'always' dream and remember them, sometimes tho, the dreams I have can wear me out!lol. Usually when I wake I have to sit and ponder them for a while..then I feel better. Tell Bart when he comes on..lol..there was a funny one...with a load of rock salt.. :wink: ...

So Im sitting here now drinking my latte..thinking about getting dressed, but more importantly, very pleased that a certain person who has been MIA on my msn list is back..of course hes in bed...typical..but hes back..and spooky..it was him I had a dream about lastnight. :!: ....*cue xfiles music*

WARNING..this is not TRUE!!!..*hides a smirk*

I admire people who can hold their own in an argument. Thoes who know the facts and can put them all on the table. This is why I DO NOT..like to argue about or infact make many comments about politics. I just dont have the info. Religian, I can..Politics no..that doesnt make me dizzy..or a bimbo. It actually makes me inteligent enough to realise that I cant form a decent argument or express a certain point of veiw without facts. So bloggers like Scarlett, Brogonzo, saint007..and many others...keep it up!. Just dont feel offended if I cant make an integient point :wink:

[url=]http://cyberpal.tblog.com/ [/url] its all about numbers see...I got 112..which adds up to 4..so fourth post...also first number which is 1..makes that first word...so I need to find my 4th post..and see what the 1st word is..google it and see what images it brings up..lol...

Friends...you just cant do without them..
Tuesday 04.27.04 [9:47 pm]
is the 4th of my posts

1st word Friends

googled



so cute....awww

Why is my blog number 10!!...erm...shespeicies just told me and Im abit shocked..lol..should I say something now?..I mean do I have to give all you guys gifts or what?...is it comments that does it?..or hits?..I was confused when I was at 26, Im even more confused now. Ahh well, its only 7.27am and I just woke up. Going to take a lookie at a place I spied on Dark Corners [url=]http://darkcorner.tblog.com/ blog[/url] . A music place you can upload your own music onto!..wow if it all goes to plan then you poor ladies and gents will have to listen to my own personal faves..lol..wooo!. :P ..whats playing right now..is a fave..Frans Ferdinand.. :wink:

I think Im supposed to add on the bands I like?....hmm


{A} angela amos, avril lavigne, Tori Amos,[i]Abba[/i]
{B} beastie boys, bree sharp, Baxter
{C} cake, collective soul, Cat Power
{D} default, david gray, Delirium, [i]DuranDuran[/i]
{E} enya, eve 6, Enigma, [i]Evenecence[/i]
{F} filter, the flaming lips, Faithless
{G} gavin degraw, the getaway people, Garbage
{H} hole, heather nova, PJ Harvey
{I} incubus, imperial teens, Indigo Girls
{J} jet, jewel, Jack Off Jill,
{K} kelly osbourne, kendall payne, Kristin Barry, [i]Kylie[/i]
{L} lifehouse, lexi street, Lamb
{M} the moffats, mandy moore, Massive Attack, [i]Muse[/i]
{N} nerf herder, nine inch nails, No Doubt, [i]N.E.R.D[/i]
{O} our lady peace, orgy, Operation Ivy,
{P} paula cole, phantom planet, Portishead, the [i]Police[/i]
{Q} q-tip, queens of the stoneage, Avenue Q, [i]Queen[/i]
{R} rooney, ra, 12 Rounds,[url=] Red Hot Chilli Peppers[/url]
{S} sneaker pimps, shea seger, Switchblade Symphony, [i]Sofie Ellis Baxtor[/i]
{T} travis, tara maclean, Thievery Corporation,[i] Three Doors Down[/i]{U} the used, uncle kracker, U2
{V} verve pike, vanessa carlton, Vanessa Daou
{W} wild cherry, westlife, Wham!
{X} x2c, XTC, [i]Liberty X[/i]
{Y} youngstown, yellowcard, Yeah Yeah Yeah's,
{Z} zebrahead, Frank Zappa, [i]Rob Zombie[/i]


OMG!..its so hard..Ill have to finish it later..got a chicken waiting for me!

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8) ..*is not going to say a thing*

:lol: ..lol..yay..Im feeling mucho better!. Thankyou for all the kind words guys, makes me feel a ton better!. Went to get my hair done yesterday. Such pampering was needed, Unfortunatley my regular hairdresser...who is just about the only one I trust and the only other person I know who can give a good Indian Head Massage(cept me of course :wink: )..she was sick and so I had another girl. She was nice...anyway I enjoyed it..tlc.

I even got it coloured too..darker, well I was feeling in a..'Dark Mood'..lol..it will wash out tho..so dont you worry you Red head lovers!....Time for me to have a chat with my bessie mate befor I take the kids to school!.. :wink:

Been not feeling too good...been in bed resting. Only just managed to get logged in tho....tblog feeling ill too :?

Well hopefully Ill be feeling better soon. Have an apointment with my fave hairdresser for some much needed pampering tomorrow. Anybody who feels like it...gimmy some questions or something I can blog about when I feel better. Im totaly just..*goes blank*...hehe...ok Im off for some more tlc :wink:

your fuck.


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It seems I upset somebody. I know why..its understandable. But its time for me to stop thinking of others and do what makes me feel better. So if you want to make offencive or silly comments...at least have the guts to leave your name. :roll:

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Very High
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	Very High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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Ok..my poor baby...my son!..not any other Matt I might know :wink: ..lol..there are too many. Matty hasnt has any milk or dairy produce for a almost two weeks and things look good. No tummy aches..no 'accidents'....Last week tho..hes dad..in the way that only dads who dont listen can...gave him cows milk instead of Soy milk on his cereal. That day he had a tummy ach followed by a dash to the bathroom which the little guy didnt make in time. In my mind this proves two things..1..Matty needs to stay off cows milk 2.. Matty's dad doesnt hear a work I say to him :evil: lol
So there we have it!..I shall keep him off dairy.His behaviour has improved...slightly but I think its way too early to be worrying about that, just dont want him to feel poorly :?

Your a Magical Angel!Out of all the angels, you are
the one most afflicted with magic. You can do
many enchantments as well as sorcery. You cant
do black magic, because even though your not so
"pure" your still an angel. A very
kind and curious one at that. Magical Angels
are always very easy-going with humans, but
intrestingly enough, like to expirement with
them with their spells.


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Towards the end of his stay..I knew Z was pissed about things...I made him fit into my routine..made him fit around the kids, he was alone most nights...tho he did call me all the time and plead with me to go to him. Which I couldnt do...I wanted him..I wanted things to slow down tho..he wanted everything to happen right away. Too much..too intense..I started to back off alittle. I was scared of how fast it all was. Plus...Martin had been asking questions about this 'friend'..he knew what was going on, he just never came out and said it. One night I came down stairs and found him listening to old songs...'our' songs, he looked so sad, and thats when it hit me. We talked, he told me he knew he was loosing me, wished he was different, was able to show me how much he loved me. Said he needed me. All the things that would break my heart. And when I thought of how upset my kids were when their daddy moved out, I was torn, god it hurts..hurts knowing that I had to choose between them. I chose the cowards way. I told Martin that I would stay and try to make things work. The next day I didnt have to tell Zack, he knows everything Im thinking..even now..infact he will probably read this, wont post a comment tho. Which is fine..we still can talk. Anyway, Zack left to go stay in Manchester for the last few days of his trip...he couldnt bare to be around me anylonger than he had to. I know I hurt him..I know how his family came down hard on him for this...he lost his job, so he would be out of work too. I felt that it was all totaly my fault. When he was in Manchester, I knew..I could feel him begging me to go there...he so badly wanted me to run after him and tell him everything was fine. I didnt...but it broke my heart too. I kept thinking of the phrase..'you made your bed...now lie in it'. I had created this mess and I had to just...go with it now. For so long I was torn...we talked still. Sporadicaly at first. He told me he still loved me..always would. I know we both have to get on with things....make the best of this life. He has somebody new now. Im happy for him, happy that hes happy. He knows that he will always be in my heart..and Ill be there in his too....until the next time.

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Your Love Is...	Seductive
During Lovemaking You Act...	Like a vampire, very seductive
Your Partner Is...	Your master
Your Partner Has Said That You...	Are their best friend
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote.	"Play is not for kids alone"
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Your Favourite Book: changes every week!..right now DragonLance Cronicles
Your Favourite Song: Again how can I pick one?...hmm.3 doors down..Here with out you
Your Favourite Movie: Lord Of The Rings Trilogy
Your Favourite Author: Charles de Lint/Terry Brooks/Terry Pratchet
Your Favourite Season: Autumn
Your Favourite Friend: Bart
Your Favourite Pass Time: Writing
Your Favourite Food: Ben&Jerry Cherry Garcia Ice cream
Your Favourite Drink: Shnappes/coffee
Your Favourite Sport: ?..does sex count?
Your Favourite Quote: Knowledge is Power
Your Favourite Time of Day: 8pm
Your Favourite Artist: Bart Coates...shameless plug there but I dont care
Moment that’s been most influential in your life: Having my babies
Most regrettable Moment in your life: ...no comment
Your Favourite Blog: See Friends List
Person who’s been most influential in your life: nobody
What you dislike most in a person: Coldness
What you admire most in a person: Ability to show emotions.

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*splutters*. :P

After that first day with Zack..I felt we were ment to be together..it was all very intense...he..was very intense. I truely felt like Id known him for years, everything fell into place that day. We sat for hours by the sea talking, ate in a scruffy cafe. I worried about his wife...not about Martin, as far as I was concerned things with him were over. I did feel alot of pressure from my family...When Id told them the week befor that the wedding was off..they were supportive, of course. But...when I mentioned in passing that a friend was coming over to stay...shit hit the fan in a big way. I can't blame them for worrying, I promised them I would meet him in a public place and I did that.I was still careful, because even tho my heart was dancing thru fields of poppies....my head still told me to be careful..lol.. Coincidently the kids holidays started that next week, and so we didnt get much real alone time, but we had great days out. I wanted to show him everything in such a short time. We went to Raby Castle, a day I'll never forget. Ive never visited there befor, obviously Zack hadn't. The overwhelming feeling of...dejavu?..maybe..We both knew we had been together befor..in a past life...now we had found the place. Its hard, I know, if your logicaly minded to believe in these things. Like I always say, have an open mind until it actually happens, ~it~ happened that day. The wonderful feeling of complete happyness..all the worries about finding a new place to live...about keeping Zack away from Martin, all pushed to the back of my mind. We started talking about how we could be together..always. He wanted me and the kids to move to the US. I wanted to stay here. Still it didnt seem to matter. Amy loved him..Rebecca adored him, Matty was unsure...Zack was a huge difference to any of the other men in my life...over 6foot..6.4 I think..wide..like an American Football player he reminded me. Over here we would say as big as a brick shit house..hehe...and very Dark..hair eyes..dark all dark. But he made everybody laugh so...my parents fell in love with him too. We were so lucky that week, the weather was great, warm, hot..he didnt think so tho..lol. We has a picnic by an old quarry and watched the birds flying down into it. I never felt as strongly connected . He gave me a card that his wife had sent me..sealed. Oh god I hated opening it, we had had words befor, I knew she was strongly religious, christian. When I read it I cried. She told me to look after her husband , not to break his heart. I wondered why she thought that would happen...I know Zack hated the fact that I always wanted to be home by 6pm...when Martin came back from work. I really didnt want confrontations...they just make me ill, I wanted everything to go smoothly...does it ever?...

please could you give me some tbucks i ave only got 50 my friends next to me ave 12210 what alot eyyyyy


this was sent to me..out of the blue and im fucking getting angry now!..I gave out tbucks to people, because I wanted too..feeling generous what ever but to ask out right...well maybe Im not in the best of moods today but I wont give out tbucks like a fucking bank. I am not your mother!...earn your own bucks, what the hell do they need them for anyway!...50 tbucks will make anybodys blog look pretty, maybe its a stupid competition to see who can get the most..THEY ARE WORTHLESS...sheeshh..this will be the 4th..yes 4th tmail ive had asking for tbucks!...and I was even soft enough to give out 500 extra because I got told tblog has lost the other 500 you gave me..what a pile of shit...*grumbles*

:?

~Ive got to get this out..its almost a year since Zack came over to see me. Alot of things have changed but Ive come to realise that I dont think I will ever be able to completely remove him from my life. He still means alot to me. And if you really want to you can see how hes getting on in his blog too... http://www.livejournal.com/us...

The whole purpose of blogging, to rant and moan, cry and weep...from joy and pain..here is the first part



Startiing from the begining..I met him..'in game'..he was kind..helped me with some things. I dont know how it started really...we were drawn together almost imediately. 'In-game' our characters were completely, obsessed with each other. Our story grew rapidly into a serious, heavy thing...yes..its only a game!...I do know the difference!. After a few monthes we grew closer ooc(out of char)..things got much more serious...People say that, 'its like we had been together in a past life'. Thats how it was for us, I could feel him, always and I still can..feel him..as in feel his thoughts, I know that sounds weird. I just want to really get this out.. so much of it I dont expect anybody to understand. Zack, he opened me up...in many ways, Id stopped writing, stopped studying the craft. Lots of things..the kids, I was depressed. So I was vunerable I guess. Zack kicked down that door, I was flooded with all the pent up emotions and feelings and creativity..I felt alive..how cheesey that sounds. Well this 'friendship' continued for about 6 months on-line..and over the phone..yes we did have cybersex..yes phone sex too..lol...he taught me almost everything I know!....Then one day..he told me he was coming..from America, coming to be with me..imagine how I felt!....desperate to see him yes!..but terrified. you see while all this was going on..I was also planning my wedding...planning it with a cold heart..mechanicaly...going thru the motions. I realised that if I had let this happen ...I wasnt ready to get married...was I ready for Zack?..and his 3 kids too...*sighs*...I called off the wedding, Martin moved out...I felt...numb, but my sweetheart was coming to make it all better. I really believed that he could. I made arangements for him to stay in a local place. I couldnt have him stay with me could I.... Mean while, Martin decided that since he was still paying all the bills for the house..and it being in both our names, he was moving back in.
The day Zack arrived I was on a knife edge..Amy and Matty at school..just me and Beccy. As I walked towards him all I wanted was him..I loved him so much, it was a huge relief to actually be able to hold him. That day we spent in each others arms by the sea,
...to be coninued. :arrow:

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Im very happy to see that this latest film is actually been set in Northumberland!!...which is the latest area 'experts' recon Aurthur was actually living in. Personaly real or not I love the stories...especialy The Mists of Avalon and such. I remember reading them and thinking how great!..to have a womans perspective, and the writing...made me want to delve deeper into Druidry which is vital to the Celtic tradition...again..another area I love!..Im a true Celt!....

Anyway I cant wait to see this one..CyberPal will almost definately see it befor anybody else tho :wink:
So Ill wait with bated breath for his review


grr..the link doesnt work and I dont know why..so anybody who can be bothered will just have to c+p this link...http://kingarthur.movies.go.c...

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I did do some fansign thingys for Raggedtigeruk...[url=]http://raggedtigeruk.tblog.co...[/url] ...I still dont like them...grrr...Im never satisfied..whatever they are there now so Im shutting up about them....found a good one of me as a little girl...*laughs*...look at my blond hair!!

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No its not ready..and no I havent decided on this header for keeps..am playing with it for a bit..then I shall play with the other and see which I like best!!!!..lol... 8)

Ok..I hate Police Drama..I hate it even more when its set in my part of the woods..why?..because usually its just a blurr of 'geordie' accents and run down council estates..with the Tyne Bridge Thrown in as an after thought.

I actually did watch this new thing last night tho, and its not too bad!..wow...oh and the main man...he is sexy!...yummy...lol..I dont know his name tho, but here is a pic. :wink:

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I got two headers today!..yay!...one from the very lovely raggedtigeruk. And one from the wonderful starwarsfan74...I am very impressed!...really lovely..I shall try and get them up I think...*goes off to fiddle for a bit* :wink:

ok here is raggys
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and starwarsfan74
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This Picture..I keep coming back to it...the colours and...just the feel of it...I think its beautiful..its one of Barts....hmmm..just realised I dont even know what he called it..
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Sky...its just called sky...nice one Bart 8)

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Well I thought about it..and I think I do want to change. I want some really nice..kind..creative people to make me some headers!...please?..well you few friends know me by now!..I want something...sexy..definately not cartoonie!..urgh..I want..well hell I dont know!..I just need loads of Ideas!...so comeon!...give us a hand, Raggedtigeruk, you are first on my list!...anybodyelse?...Otherwise I shall have to have a go myself and Im much too busy..and Lazy..lol. Im going to change the colours too..apart from the background havent decided what to do yet..I may leave it black :?:

I'm from Hufflepuff!

Hogwart's Sorting Hat Quiz

made by The Genki Gang

You like to boogie! You love your friends, who you value above all things, and you know how to have fun like no one's business… which is a good thing too, because despite all your hard work, you're not good at much else!

:? ..is that good?...

Become a God or Goddess. by zerogirl
Name:
God/Goddess of	Darkness
Element:	Wind
Animal Companion:	White tiger
Weak against	Lightning
Weapon:	Sword
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

so very spookily real!...hmmm 8)

Here he is..my sweet boy.. :lol: ...I didnt get a pic of him sleeping because hes in a bunk bed and it just wasnt easy to get a decent pic..so I shall put this one up instead. [image]TigerLilly_2944281 76.jpg[/image]

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Happy 4th of July, and hope all you crazy ..quirky,kooky Americans have a fab time this weekend. I think you have a long week end...am I right?...Partys...lts of drinking!..yay. Will be busy myself over the weekend, family stuff :?

Im thinking about changing my header you know..Im bored and the cats eyes arnt really me anymore..I want something sexy...lol..hmm..might copy of dragon5 and ask people to make me a new header!...that would be cool!..and have votes too!...lol..hmm..maybe..tell me what you guys think.

Seeya...wouldnt wanna be ya!...lol :wink:

Tonight is the Full Moon. Wonderful night for it...Clear mild..dry..perfect for sitting and meditating. The Moon is full in Capricorn right now..no wonder poor CP has had a stressfull few days!..still it will all wind down as of tomorrow...or come to a heated head...whatever its better out than in...feelings. [url=]http://www.mooncircles.com/ri...[/url]
I love to sit under the Full moon..see her all ripe and bursting with energy..throbbing almost..and thats exactly how I feel!...alot of my thoughts and feelings become so clear when I sit..in my garden..and just 'feel' the beautifulness of it all...lol..ok thats enough. :wink:
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My son Matthew..great name I know :roll: lol. When he was born he was allergic to cows milk, he had to have this soya baby milk which is just foul!...poor little mite..anyway..he had than until he was about 6months old..he started to not want his milk...I reintroduced othe milk products..ie. cheese yoghurt ect. The doctors said..its just a baby thing..he will grow out of it, but the whole time the poor kid is really sensative to certain foodstuffs..like colours and additives..smarties...oh god turn him into the child from hell..Coke.and that awful coloured.kids fizzy drink like..bubblegum flavour and things like that..make him climb the walls..as they do all kids..hes is affected more so.

Lately hes been having more tummy problems bless him....and being more..'difficult'..so much so that its been sugested he may have ADHD. I suspect its what hes eating..so Im going to have to cut out dairy from his diet again..see how he feels. I mean..hes 5..and can be very naughty..of course ...hes only 5!..but think how you would feel if you had a constant tummy ache and never knew when you would have to dash to the toilet!...no wonder hes so ...angry. I think dairy may give him IBS...(Irritable Bowel Syndrome)..which I have also had in the past...not nice..stomach cramps headaches. So this week he and I have changed from cows milk to soya milk...which is nice actually...and altho he wont touch yogurts made from soya...he will eat a kind of custard like desert thing. Its all trial and error, but if its going to make him feel better and in turn be easyer for me to handle...great. Because I am an empath..I feel what he is feeling more..hes very strong ...his energy..sometimes he walks into the room and I want to punch the nearest object..other times he runs past on such a high I could climb the walls myself!...lol...um yeah anyway..
Luckily both my girls show no sign of having allergies... :)