List#6
08.31.04 (4:30 pm) [edit]
[b]Ratmagic[/b]
Ah now here is another lady who is no longer here...shes on [b]LiveJournal[/b]...must find that link. Zoe as her name suggests loves [b]Rats[/b]!...eek!..Im not keen!..but I know how much she loves her little ones :lol:
Shes [b]sensitive[/b], very well read. Infact she [b]reads[/b] [b]constantly[/b], true in the early hours of the morning!..the poor girl must be a zombie each day..lol
[b]Work[/b] troubles her, shes not fulfilled. She needs to [b]write[/b]! And makes me gratefull that I CAN...or at least that I have time to anyway. Shes writing a [b]novel[/b] i seem to remember. I hope to read it someday.
Oh her hubbie is a blogger too!..[b]starwarsfan78[/b]. Which is so sweet. They are a great pair and I wish them all the luck in the world in their future and with ongoing plans :D
Notice I havent mentioned the [b]magic[/b] part of her name? A few of my fave bloggettes share the same beliefs as myself...which only makes me relate to them alittle differently...kind of like finding out somebody else likes [b]pickle and jam sandwiches [/b]:wink:
Ah now here is another lady who is no longer here...shes on [b]LiveJournal[/b]...must find that link. Zoe as her name suggests loves [b]Rats[/b]!...eek!..Im not keen!..but I know how much she loves her little ones :lol:
Shes [b]sensitive[/b], very well read. Infact she [b]reads[/b] [b]constantly[/b], true in the early hours of the morning!..the poor girl must be a zombie each day..lol
[b]Work[/b] troubles her, shes not fulfilled. She needs to [b]write[/b]! And makes me gratefull that I CAN...or at least that I have time to anyway. Shes writing a [b]novel[/b] i seem to remember. I hope to read it someday.
Oh her hubbie is a blogger too!..[b]starwarsfan78[/b]. Which is so sweet. They are a great pair and I wish them all the luck in the world in their future and with ongoing plans :D
Notice I havent mentioned the [b]magic[/b] part of her name? A few of my fave bloggettes share the same beliefs as myself...which only makes me relate to them alittle differently...kind of like finding out somebody else likes [b]pickle and jam sandwiches [/b]:wink:
List#5
08.31.04 (3:26 pm) [edit]
[b]Mystycalrain[/b]
[b]Bright[/b] and [b]breezy[/b]...[b]Wacky[/b] and [b]wonderous[/b]...[b]Spiritual[/b] and [b]sweet.[/b]
Another family person...yes you guessed it!..Shes my age too!..I know there are alot of young people out there with mature heads. I just seem to be drawn to my own age group!..lol...[b]birds of a feather [/b]maybe?
Hellish [b]funny[/b] at times. I love [b]Bethany's[/b] blog. Its good to look at too!...very [b]pretty[/b] and her brother loves [b]fairies![/b]!...perfect! In fact I do believe almost all the family has a blog :lol: What about crab?...will he ever give his story?..lol..
She talks [b]sense[/b] this lady does...had boosted me a few times too 8)
[b]Bright[/b] and [b]breezy[/b]...[b]Wacky[/b] and [b]wonderous[/b]...[b]Spiritual[/b] and [b]sweet.[/b]
Another family person...yes you guessed it!..Shes my age too!..I know there are alot of young people out there with mature heads. I just seem to be drawn to my own age group!..lol...[b]birds of a feather [/b]maybe?
Hellish [b]funny[/b] at times. I love [b]Bethany's[/b] blog. Its good to look at too!...very [b]pretty[/b] and her brother loves [b]fairies![/b]!...perfect! In fact I do believe almost all the family has a blog :lol: What about crab?...will he ever give his story?..lol..
She talks [b]sense[/b] this lady does...had boosted me a few times too 8)
List#4
08.31.04 (1:00 pm) [edit]
[b]Krazedone[/b]
Oh my...where to start with this [b]funky[/b] lady!
So down to earth and [b]honest[/b]. [b]Crazy[/b] indeed. Kraze has her [b]opinions[/b] and sod anybody who tries to change them. She just doesnt care! I [b]respect[/b] her for that, she is [b]tough[/b]..almost scary!...but so very soft hearted if you get close enough.
This girl has [b]attitude[/b]!.. she is 'in your face' and totaly [b]hilarious[/b]. Single mums get such a hard time and they DO have it tough.
I almost became a single mum..I couldnt do it. I respect her for all the [b]hard work [/b]she puts into her life
:lol:
Oh my...where to start with this [b]funky[/b] lady!
So down to earth and [b]honest[/b]. [b]Crazy[/b] indeed. Kraze has her [b]opinions[/b] and sod anybody who tries to change them. She just doesnt care! I [b]respect[/b] her for that, she is [b]tough[/b]..almost scary!...but so very soft hearted if you get close enough.
This girl has [b]attitude[/b]!.. she is 'in your face' and totaly [b]hilarious[/b]. Single mums get such a hard time and they DO have it tough.
I almost became a single mum..I couldnt do it. I respect her for all the [b]hard work [/b]she puts into her life
:lol:
List#3
08.31.04 (12:51 pm) [edit]
[b]Dariana[/b]
Another fairly [b]new[/b] blog for me!..Im not entirely sure how long this dear lady has been blogging. How long doesnt seem to matter because Im [b]hooked[/b] already:lol:
Blogging about [b]family[/b], a [b]sensitive[/b] poet too. She has a [b]quirky[/b] side..peeps out now and again.
The best part tho!..shes not a teenager!!Im not saying teenagers are bad!..no..but when your my age(32) You dont often see people with the same[b]'maturity'[/b] as your self.
I say mature...with a very [b]young heart[/b]. I want to read more [b]poems[/b] from her. I also cant wait to find out how her family copes!..or she copes with '[b]empty[/b] [b]nest[/b] syndrome'
8)
Another fairly [b]new[/b] blog for me!..Im not entirely sure how long this dear lady has been blogging. How long doesnt seem to matter because Im [b]hooked[/b] already:lol:
Blogging about [b]family[/b], a [b]sensitive[/b] poet too. She has a [b]quirky[/b] side..peeps out now and again.
The best part tho!..shes not a teenager!!Im not saying teenagers are bad!..no..but when your my age(32) You dont often see people with the same[b]'maturity'[/b] as your self.
I say mature...with a very [b]young heart[/b]. I want to read more [b]poems[/b] from her. I also cant wait to find out how her family copes!..or she copes with '[b]empty[/b] [b]nest[/b] syndrome'
8)
List#2
08.31.04 (12:29 pm) [edit]
[b]Danette[/b]
This is a blog I wish I could visit more often!. Only quite recently have I been lurking. 8) This is a lady..I think!...oops if not I apologise..*smiles*.
A [b]working girl [/b]who uses her blog to release the [b]pressure[/b] of the daily grind. Like a [b]diary[/b]..hey fancy that!
Very [b]honest[/b] in her feelings...especialy family. Unfortunately she has left for the moment because of all the tblog not working crap. Shame..and I do hope she returns, Im looking forward to reading more. Tblog seems to be loosing more and more [b]decent[/b] folk. Lets hope it settles down soon
8) :wink:
This is a blog I wish I could visit more often!. Only quite recently have I been lurking. 8) This is a lady..I think!...oops if not I apologise..*smiles*.
A [b]working girl [/b]who uses her blog to release the [b]pressure[/b] of the daily grind. Like a [b]diary[/b]..hey fancy that!
Very [b]honest[/b] in her feelings...especialy family. Unfortunately she has left for the moment because of all the tblog not working crap. Shame..and I do hope she returns, Im looking forward to reading more. Tblog seems to be loosing more and more [b]decent[/b] folk. Lets hope it settles down soon
8) :wink:
The List...
08.31.04 (9:02 am) [edit]
[b]Cyberpal[/b]
Start with the most obvious!. Even tho alphabeticaly he is first! Hes a popular man.
Hes [b]witty[/b], [b]charming[/b], with a great way with words. A very [b]stimulating[/b] conversation...if you can get a word in edgewise..lol..a very [b]inteligent[/b] man with a hell of alot to say.
What else can I say? Im a huge fan. Not only because hes in my neck of the woods. I enjoy reading his blog most because he [b]Always[/b] has something to say which I personaly can relate too(unless its all work and tech stuff which I let go completely over my head)
Holds my interest definately... Obviously you cant know this about a person definately, just from reading a blog. Having spoke to him too...hmm..lets just say its going to be very [b]interesting[/b] :wink:
[note...you can see all the words I highlighted...this is to make it oh so easy for anybody who wants to rip this apart. Highlighted words. Easy on the haters...hey Im being sarcastic :roll: ]
Full Moon. . .
08.30.04 (7:08 pm) [edit]
http://www.mooncircles.com/Phases/FullMoon.html
Tonight the moon is still full and beautiful!..just wish I could see her
:cry:
The link above is from one of my most used sites. This is how they describe the full moon. Its beautifuly written :)
[b]If you walk all the way around the world, you’ll wind up right where you began. Yet you’ll be wiser, more rounded, more experienced.
Each full moon is that kind of return. Your actions since the new moon have hopefully shown you a few things. About yourself, about the world. Now the results of your efforts will show you even more.
The full moon is a moment of ripening. Your work bears fruit. So put your energy into a good finish. If you like what you see, enjoy. If you don’t like what you see, think about it. But don’t be like those crazed unconscious ones, pulled apart with the Sun/Moon opposition, unsteady and unwise. See, if like the moon herself, you can hold all the light. Plan a meditative sit if you can, when the full moon rises in the east after sundown.
This phase is like a monthly autumn; only a few fresh starts are undertaken now. You reap your harvest, shift to a more introspective mode, plan for the next new moon push. [/b]
:wink:
Tonight the moon is still full and beautiful!..just wish I could see her
:cry:
The link above is from one of my most used sites. This is how they describe the full moon. Its beautifuly written :)
[b]If you walk all the way around the world, you’ll wind up right where you began. Yet you’ll be wiser, more rounded, more experienced.
Each full moon is that kind of return. Your actions since the new moon have hopefully shown you a few things. About yourself, about the world. Now the results of your efforts will show you even more.
The full moon is a moment of ripening. Your work bears fruit. So put your energy into a good finish. If you like what you see, enjoy. If you don’t like what you see, think about it. But don’t be like those crazed unconscious ones, pulled apart with the Sun/Moon opposition, unsteady and unwise. See, if like the moon herself, you can hold all the light. Plan a meditative sit if you can, when the full moon rises in the east after sundown.
This phase is like a monthly autumn; only a few fresh starts are undertaken now. You reap your harvest, shift to a more introspective mode, plan for the next new moon push. [/b]
:wink:
Trends..
08.30.04 (12:11 pm) [edit]
Ive noticed during my blog hopping. The trend seems to be to [b]'have a go' [/b]at bloggers. Well personal or not I dont agree with it. In fact I want to praise people..not drag them down. I hope that doesnt make me less of a strong person in the eyes of all those who see them selves as above the rest!..lol..no Im kidding..I dont give a flying fig actually. I was called a 'people pleaser' once. Im not even sure if thats a bad thing! :wink:
Ok anyway I have decided to do the [b]oposite[/b](as usual) With my own list of bloggers I actually..*gulps*..[b]like[/b]..people who I [b]respect[/b] and [b]enjoy[/b] reading . :shock: Today I will make my list, maybe tomorrow I will go deeper and love them even more, because these people deserve lots of [b]love![/b]
In alphabetical order :wink:
[b]CyberPal
Danette
Dariana
Krazedone
Mystykalrain
Ratmagic
Raggedtigeruk
Rinna
Scubadiva
SheSpecies
Silentscreams68
Tigergurrl[/b]
There are so many more!..so please dont be offended if I havent thought of you right now
:D
Ok anyway I have decided to do the [b]oposite[/b](as usual) With my own list of bloggers I actually..*gulps*..[b]like[/b]..people who I [b]respect[/b] and [b]enjoy[/b] reading . :shock: Today I will make my list, maybe tomorrow I will go deeper and love them even more, because these people deserve lots of [b]love![/b]
In alphabetical order :wink:
[b]CyberPal
Danette
Dariana
Krazedone
Mystykalrain
Ratmagic
Raggedtigeruk
Rinna
Scubadiva
SheSpecies
Silentscreams68
Tigergurrl[/b]
There are so many more!..so please dont be offended if I havent thought of you right now
:D
Say My Name
08.30.04 (7:03 am) [edit]
The very lovely SheSpecies http://shespecies.tblog.com/ has this one on her blog today. Its bloody true!..very true!
[b]C[/b]
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require [b]closeness[/b] and [b]togetherness[/b]. You must be able to [b]talk[/b] to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a [b]friend [/b]and companion. You are very sexual and sensual,[b]needing [/b][b]someone to appreciate and almost worship you[/b]. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
[b]C[/b]
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require [b]closeness[/b] and [b]togetherness[/b]. You must be able to [b]talk[/b] to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a [b]friend [/b]and companion. You are very sexual and sensual,[b]needing [/b][b]someone to appreciate and almost worship you[/b]. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
Blast From The Past
08.29.04 (3:53 pm) [edit]
Well heres a funny thing. Somebody I havent seen in months . Somebody who was a really good friend, and we were close. I thought he disapeared..went [b]'poof'[/b]. I saw him the other night. I was still really really angry about things, he knows what I mean and Im not going to blab about it here.
Anyway we managed to talk about things, I know the reasons why he disapeared. Alot can happen in god knows how many months.
Can things get good again?. I know they wont be the same. I have no idea what Im on about really. Im still in a bit of a [b]spin[/b] I guess. I hope that we can talk more?..I know in a few weeks time he wil be back at work and it will be more difficult, so Im hoping we get back to a [b]resonable[/b]...relationship before then.
I hate the unfinished feeling...[b]'closure'[/b] thats what the americans call it. Quite a few times I have needed that...somebody still has to give that...its not you Ricky. Its the state of things..just the nature of things...the way they are...I know im rambling now.
Anyway we managed to talk about things, I know the reasons why he disapeared. Alot can happen in god knows how many months.
Can things get good again?. I know they wont be the same. I have no idea what Im on about really. Im still in a bit of a [b]spin[/b] I guess. I hope that we can talk more?..I know in a few weeks time he wil be back at work and it will be more difficult, so Im hoping we get back to a [b]resonable[/b]...relationship before then.
I hate the unfinished feeling...[b]'closure'[/b] thats what the americans call it. Quite a few times I have needed that...somebody still has to give that...its not you Ricky. Its the state of things..just the nature of things...the way they are...I know im rambling now.
A Good Old Rant
08.29.04 (11:22 am) [edit]
Ok..Im insulted today.
Im [b]almost[/b] getting used to it tho.
I made a mistake and submitted something so desgusting and terribly pornographic, to a certain place.
I was maybe alittle over eager for them to read it, it is one of my favourite poems. I should have known they wouldnt like it tho.
At first I laughed and thought...oops..maybe not such a good idea, hope I didnt offend anybody!. Then I read phrases like..'70's porn'....'desgusted'..and[b] I WAS [/b]offended. I admit this poem was way too graphic?..maybe..but it can be translated in many ways and I stand by it as one of my better poems.
Maybe a decent erm...oh no that sounds even worse.I wont get in any deeper. Im not upset...not having a tantrum...just really really ...hurt . And its my right to be hurt.
I sweat blood and tears over each piece of writing , I never..[b]'whip up a quicky'[/b]. As some clever writers do. I aganise over the damn things!..so excuse [b]ME[/b]..if I get a little bit uppety ...Im not having ago at [b]ANYBODY[/b] inparticular. Its just how I feel right now. And a good rant never hurt anybody.
We all have our own opinions...[b]AND[/b] the right to voice them. Just like I have the right to rant about it...*sighs*...[b]whatever[/b]
:?
Im [b]almost[/b] getting used to it tho.
I made a mistake and submitted something so desgusting and terribly pornographic, to a certain place.
I was maybe alittle over eager for them to read it, it is one of my favourite poems. I should have known they wouldnt like it tho.
At first I laughed and thought...oops..maybe not such a good idea, hope I didnt offend anybody!. Then I read phrases like..'70's porn'....'desgusted'..and[b] I WAS [/b]offended. I admit this poem was way too graphic?..maybe..but it can be translated in many ways and I stand by it as one of my better poems.
Maybe a decent erm...oh no that sounds even worse.I wont get in any deeper. Im not upset...not having a tantrum...just really really ...hurt . And its my right to be hurt.
I sweat blood and tears over each piece of writing , I never..[b]'whip up a quicky'[/b]. As some clever writers do. I aganise over the damn things!..so excuse [b]ME[/b]..if I get a little bit uppety ...Im not having ago at [b]ANYBODY[/b] inparticular. Its just how I feel right now. And a good rant never hurt anybody.
We all have our own opinions...[b]AND[/b] the right to voice them. Just like I have the right to rant about it...*sighs*...[b]whatever[/b]
:?
What about a Tat?..
08.29.04 (10:47 am) [edit]
I have never ever thought Id like a tattoo. In fact the idea used to make me feel ick.
Its not the pain, I can handle lots of pain..lol..that sounds awful. Well its the thught of it being there forever...like even when Im really old and wrinkly...and its all wrinkly too. But you can get them removed now, I think.
So If I do get one..and Im only thinking about it. It would be somewhere like..on my hip..where I could hide it if I wanted. Or maybe on my shoulder blade?...hmm
Somebody I know on line has a great one. He designed it himself and its..well, its very him. Maybe I could do that. Then I could make it how I want.
Why am I thinking about this now?..is it because Im 33 next month and Im realising my wild days are over?..Do I really want that back?.. Sure it was fun and the freedom was fantastic. The angst and trauma was not.
Now what would I have?...hmm..would be something girlie like a butterfly...lol..or un girly like a tiger...maybe the japanese..or chinese sybol for Tiger would be nice.
I do love my tigers!
Question- Do you have a Tattoo?
What ?
where?
why?
:lol:
Its not the pain, I can handle lots of pain..lol..that sounds awful. Well its the thught of it being there forever...like even when Im really old and wrinkly...and its all wrinkly too. But you can get them removed now, I think.
So If I do get one..and Im only thinking about it. It would be somewhere like..on my hip..where I could hide it if I wanted. Or maybe on my shoulder blade?...hmm
Somebody I know on line has a great one. He designed it himself and its..well, its very him. Maybe I could do that. Then I could make it how I want.
Why am I thinking about this now?..is it because Im 33 next month and Im realising my wild days are over?..Do I really want that back?.. Sure it was fun and the freedom was fantastic. The angst and trauma was not.
Now what would I have?...hmm..would be something girlie like a butterfly...lol..or un girly like a tiger...maybe the japanese..or chinese sybol for Tiger would be nice.
I do love my tigers!
Question- Do you have a Tattoo?
What ?
where?
why?
:lol:
YAY ME!!
08.29.04 (8:46 am) [edit]
Wow I did it!...lol..have faith!..I did it...and only some things on the side are messed up..well they were never right..so I dont mind 8)
The music is The Dubliners
That will suffice until I get others. Right now im off to play!...
The music is The Dubliners
That will suffice until I get others. Right now im off to play!...
Music..
08.29.04 (7:33 am) [edit]
I really really plan on trying to change the music...might have a fe problems with it..so blogg might go all...weird.
No worries, I have remembered to SAVE..the codes that Rinna sent this time..hehe
The white stripes are very 'cool'..I just am not in that kind of mood. Im in a celtic violins and Clanaad mood.
Ricky..if your reading..thats your fault :wink:
No worries, I have remembered to SAVE..the codes that Rinna sent this time..hehe
The white stripes are very 'cool'..I just am not in that kind of mood. Im in a celtic violins and Clanaad mood.
Ricky..if your reading..thats your fault :wink:
Crazy
08.29.04 (7:26 am) [edit]
Sunday morning. What could be nicer than lying in bed with your children all around you, playing..giggling..being NICE!.
It made me glad for what Ive got. Then Matty turned into a zombie and freaked the girls out. Beccy dived onto me and we bashed heads together!!..bloody ow!..baby's heads are so hard..and heavy!..its unreal...so I probably will have a black eye later. Or at least a bruised cheek. :cry:
Today I aim to get dressed befor lunch time and maybe try my hand at house work...well I can try..lol
It made me glad for what Ive got. Then Matty turned into a zombie and freaked the girls out. Beccy dived onto me and we bashed heads together!!..bloody ow!..baby's heads are so hard..and heavy!..its unreal...so I probably will have a black eye later. Or at least a bruised cheek. :cry:
Today I aim to get dressed befor lunch time and maybe try my hand at house work...well I can try..lol
Mermaids
08.28.04 (12:52 pm) [edit]
http://www.predictionmagazine.co.uk/content/archive/rep_14 .htm" title="http://www.predictionmagazine.co.uk/content/archive/rep_14 .htm" target="_blank"http://www.predictionmagazine...
[i]Female pain
There seems to a particular link between real life human women and mythical mermaids. The many tales of the painful process that mermaids have to go through to become human tie in to the uniquely female pain of menstruation and childbirth. In the Hans Christian Anderson (rather than the Disney) version of the tale, the little mermaid first has to bear the pain of eight oysters attached painfully to her tail at the age of 15 to denote her rank and that she has come of age. Then when the sea-witch grants her wishto be human, she suffers the 'double-edged sword' pain of her tail turning to legs. Then subsequently each step she takes feels like she is walking on needles or swords[/i]
I have to add to this in a little while..I am on my way out..in fact Im late :roll:
Sunny Saturday
08.28.04 (8:22 am) [edit]
Wow its sunny!..granted its also freezing but thats English weather for you :roll:
Well today is my sisters birthday...so tonight I shall be going to see her and hug her and all that family stuff.
She is also getting married next year, Im going to be a bridesmaid..lol..me..in a fancy dress...oh god the dress fittings will start soon!..I should loose some weight..thats what everybody does isnt it?...Well I could try I guess :wink:
The wedding will be huge, her man..C..is half Italian, and we all know how big there families are..good grief its like..*bad italian accent*..The Family...all ways come first.
I guess Ill get dressed
Well today is my sisters birthday...so tonight I shall be going to see her and hug her and all that family stuff.
She is also getting married next year, Im going to be a bridesmaid..lol..me..in a fancy dress...oh god the dress fittings will start soon!..I should loose some weight..thats what everybody does isnt it?...Well I could try I guess :wink:
The wedding will be huge, her man..C..is half Italian, and we all know how big there families are..good grief its like..*bad italian accent*..The Family...all ways come first.
I guess Ill get dressed
Birthdays!!!
08.27.04 (4:12 pm) [edit]
Next month!..Ill be 33!!!..eek
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
Reply
08.27.04 (8:25 am) [edit]
Reply to: [b]raggedtigeruk[/b]
I m not..I could be all cute and say it was because you left for a while..lol..but no...just having a few things to deal with, some things come back , things you think you had let go.
Something happens ...and then it all comes flooding back. Things, even tho I blab on about being able to put what I like on here, how we shouldnt censor blogs, I really dont know yet if I can do it..I know it would be so much better for me if I did.
Whats that word..[u]Cathartic[/u]..it would get it out of my system. but it would be a shock to a few people...well maybe.
I really really should get it out..but it would be so very long and take so much out of me...and yet I would feel so very much better for it.
Im tired of being the drama queen...Im sick of all this stuff happening, I want a boring life?...no thats wrong, I just want alittle peace and not to have a bloody..~Drama~...for atleast a month!..Some respite..thats all.
I had to turn this into a post Raggy, I waffled and waffled in the comment box and then I thought..bah...
Thankyou for being the first person to ask how I am :)
BTW...Im a bad speller at the best of times, but when my brain runs away with me, and I type fast trying to catch up...I spell [b]BAD[/b]!..so [u]Cathartic[/u], if its wrong..its wrong :wink:
I m not..I could be all cute and say it was because you left for a while..lol..but no...just having a few things to deal with, some things come back , things you think you had let go.
Something happens ...and then it all comes flooding back. Things, even tho I blab on about being able to put what I like on here, how we shouldnt censor blogs, I really dont know yet if I can do it..I know it would be so much better for me if I did.
Whats that word..[u]Cathartic[/u]..it would get it out of my system. but it would be a shock to a few people...well maybe.
I really really should get it out..but it would be so very long and take so much out of me...and yet I would feel so very much better for it.
Im tired of being the drama queen...Im sick of all this stuff happening, I want a boring life?...no thats wrong, I just want alittle peace and not to have a bloody..~Drama~...for atleast a month!..Some respite..thats all.
I had to turn this into a post Raggy, I waffled and waffled in the comment box and then I thought..bah...
Thankyou for being the first person to ask how I am :)
BTW...Im a bad speller at the best of times, but when my brain runs away with me, and I type fast trying to catch up...I spell [b]BAD[/b]!..so [u]Cathartic[/u], if its wrong..its wrong :wink:
Moody
08.27.04 (7:55 am) [edit]
Well today everything is almost back to 'normal' at home, partial normality anyway.
M is back at work, kids are playing...yes playing not arguing! I should be having a great time...I was, seems reading blogs has turned my mood slightly.
People are still having troubles with tblog...Im not..funny that..lol. I do have other blogs, some I havent even used yet, another is for things I need...just want a refrence..somewhere to send friends if I want them to see something you know?
What ever..the sun is almost shining, Im almost happy
M is back at work, kids are playing...yes playing not arguing! I should be having a great time...I was, seems reading blogs has turned my mood slightly.
People are still having troubles with tblog...Im not..funny that..lol. I do have other blogs, some I havent even used yet, another is for things I need...just want a refrence..somewhere to send friends if I want them to see something you know?
What ever..the sun is almost shining, Im almost happy
Chris T...our man in Athens
08.26.04 (1:50 pm) [edit]
So I dont particularly have much interest in the Olympic Games. But I did find out there is a local boy over there. Chris Tomlinson...long jump..I looked up his last jump and he came third...now does that mean a bronze?
What ever, I am just pleased for him...hes from my home town too! I caught a glimps of him on the telly and it was the accent...that made me look. Good luck to him anyway 8)
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Ice Cream
08.26.04 (1:20 pm) [edit]
M has left with the kids, I did a little shopping and now Im back...I had to walk back.
I forgot about that when I bought ice cream, its not far actually...just far enough and warm enough for the ice cream to be melting. Good excuse ...Ill just have to eat that bit :lol:
Well Raggy is back looks like...Lets hope he stays around for a while 8)
Hmmmm...reading interesting blogs this morning...nothing worthy of comment tho. I wont comment on blogs I think are nasty or stupid...dragging people down...whats the point?.
Last night M finished fixing bunk beds in the girls room...so now that room is almost finished thank god!. Why do men start stuff so late tho eh?..it was 4.30pm when he decided to start...my kids go to bed at 6.30pm. I had them up untill 9pm!!..thats NOT good!..I was tearing my hair out!.. :wink:
This is the first time in about 3 weeks that Im all alone!...ohhh feels good tho...relaxing.
I forgot about that when I bought ice cream, its not far actually...just far enough and warm enough for the ice cream to be melting. Good excuse ...Ill just have to eat that bit :lol:
Well Raggy is back looks like...Lets hope he stays around for a while 8)
Hmmmm...reading interesting blogs this morning...nothing worthy of comment tho. I wont comment on blogs I think are nasty or stupid...dragging people down...whats the point?.
Last night M finished fixing bunk beds in the girls room...so now that room is almost finished thank god!. Why do men start stuff so late tho eh?..it was 4.30pm when he decided to start...my kids go to bed at 6.30pm. I had them up untill 9pm!!..thats NOT good!..I was tearing my hair out!.. :wink:
This is the first time in about 3 weeks that Im all alone!...ohhh feels good tho...relaxing.
Jeepers...
08.26.04 (10:11 am) [edit]
The other night I actually watched a film...yes..on telly.
I was bored and [b]Jeepers Creepers [/b]was coming on. So I thought...hmm..ok Ill watch that, now I like horror..I like [b]real[/b] horror, not blood and guts, the kind of film where you dont exactly see whats going on..suspence yes?. This film was...urgh...scary. I watched it with one hand over my eyes. I must be getting old...loosing my touch?..I used to love that kind of stuff..NightMare on Elmstreet was an obsession with me and my girls in school.
I was terrified for the first time in ages. Im ashamed to admit I even needed the bathroom...for ages but waited until it had finished so I could go upstairs with M... :oops: ...I was that scared the demon thingy was going to jump out and grab my eyes damn it!!!...*breathes slow*...phew..what scares you gus?..
me...wasps!!...lol..ok and gore..eyes...*hides*
I was bored and [b]Jeepers Creepers [/b]was coming on. So I thought...hmm..ok Ill watch that, now I like horror..I like [b]real[/b] horror, not blood and guts, the kind of film where you dont exactly see whats going on..suspence yes?. This film was...urgh...scary. I watched it with one hand over my eyes. I must be getting old...loosing my touch?..I used to love that kind of stuff..NightMare on Elmstreet was an obsession with me and my girls in school.
I was terrified for the first time in ages. Im ashamed to admit I even needed the bathroom...for ages but waited until it had finished so I could go upstairs with M... :oops: ...I was that scared the demon thingy was going to jump out and grab my eyes damn it!!!...*breathes slow*...phew..what scares you gus?..
me...wasps!!...lol..ok and gore..eyes...*hides*
Everything Rosie...?
08.26.04 (9:27 am) [edit]
Well so far so good.
Today everybodys blog seems like its letting me in to comment and lo!..I can even read and comment in my own!
What amazement!...So now I have a few mins to myself. Kids happy watching ScoobyDoo..M gone out!..yay!. Later he will take them to see his darling mummy!. And I shall NOT be going!.
Today is M's last day off, he is back to work tomorrow and boy I cant wait! I will be much more relaxed when he is out of my hair!..believe me. Its better for the both of us :?
So now I have time to have a little lookie and read some blogs!..Ive missed everybody!.
Then Ive got about 10 million e-mails to write. Promised I would write and let Z and T know all about my hols...well, I dont have ALL pics back yet because my camera broke...funny so did my phone.
So I really need to sort out my phone!..I cant live without it!..last week I had no PC..and then no mobile phone!...imagine...no texting...no nothing!..It was like being on Big Brother or something and only the Olympics on telly!!..torture!
:wink:
Today everybodys blog seems like its letting me in to comment and lo!..I can even read and comment in my own!
What amazement!...So now I have a few mins to myself. Kids happy watching ScoobyDoo..M gone out!..yay!. Later he will take them to see his darling mummy!. And I shall NOT be going!.
Today is M's last day off, he is back to work tomorrow and boy I cant wait! I will be much more relaxed when he is out of my hair!..believe me. Its better for the both of us :?
So now I have time to have a little lookie and read some blogs!..Ive missed everybody!.
Then Ive got about 10 million e-mails to write. Promised I would write and let Z and T know all about my hols...well, I dont have ALL pics back yet because my camera broke...funny so did my phone.
So I really need to sort out my phone!..I cant live without it!..last week I had no PC..and then no mobile phone!...imagine...no texting...no nothing!..It was like being on Big Brother or something and only the Olympics on telly!!..torture!
:wink:
SheSpeices Questions...
08.26.04 (9:14 am) [edit]
I saw it on her blog, and so true to form I have nabed it for myself.. http://shespecies.tblog.com/
been drunk ...yes?..of course!
kissed a member of the opposite sex ...eh?...yes
kissed a member of the same sex ...erm yes
crashed a friend’s car ... have to learn to drive first..lol
been to Japan ...never
ridden in a taxi *rolls eyes*..yes
been in love ....too many times
been dumped ...once
shoplifted ...yep
been fired ...once, from my first job..hehe
been in a fist fight ...never!!..ever, never even been hit
snuck out of my parent’s house ...lol..of course
ever had a crush on someone of the same sex ...nope
ever dated someone of the same sex ...woulndnt say dated..*winks*
had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back ..yep
been arrested ..noway!..*adjusts halo*
made out with a stranger ...yes yes
made a booty call ..yes
been a booty call ..*laughs*..yes
stole something from my job ...yes..lots
celebrated new years in time square ..never
gone on a blind date ..no no no
lied to a friend ..yeah
a friend lied to me ..plenty of times
had a crush on a teacher ..lol..yes..my own and my kids..;p
celebrated Mardi-gras in new Orleans ..no..why would I?
been to Europe ...duh...yes
skipped school ...loads of times...until the last year
slept with a co-worker ...no...wanted too tho..:)
cut myself ..you mean not on purpose?...Im always doing it!
been married ...no!...*cringes*
gotten divorced no..if Id got married I would say yes..haha
had children ..yes..4...[note, I have 3 living children]
seen someone die ..yes
been to Africa ..no
had a crush on one of my tBLOG/Blurty friends ..of course..they are all super sexy!
slapped someone I loved ..yeah
driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball ..no
been to Canada ..no
been to Mexico ..no!
been on a plane ..yes!
seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show ..never actually seen it...I have BEEN in it tho...as Magenta!!...
thrown up in a bar ...embarassingly yes
purposely set a part of myself on fire ..why would I?..no
eaten sushi ..never..*gags*
been snowboarding ..nope
met someone in person from the Internet ..yes
been moshing at a concerts ..nope
had real feelings for someone you knew only online ..yeah yeah..I think we all know that story
taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself ..of course!
been in an abusive relationship ..yes..not phisicaly tho
been pregnant or got someone pregnant ..yes
lost a child ..yes...not many people know..Id rather not talk about it thankyou
graduated college ...yep
tried killing yourself ...got close
taken painkillers ...yes..too many times
had sex ..yes yes yes
intentionally burned yourself ..no
wished someone dead ...yes..he died
wish someone dead right now ..nope
admitted to making a big mistake ...hmm..yes
been misunderstood ..always
told someone I hated them when I didn’t ..yes
told someone i loved them when i didn’t ..yep, sadly
love someone or miss someone right now ..oh god, both yes
:lol:
been drunk ...yes?..of course!
kissed a member of the opposite sex ...eh?...yes
kissed a member of the same sex ...erm yes
crashed a friend’s car ... have to learn to drive first..lol
been to Japan ...never
ridden in a taxi *rolls eyes*..yes
been in love ....too many times
been dumped ...once
shoplifted ...yep
been fired ...once, from my first job..hehe
been in a fist fight ...never!!..ever, never even been hit
snuck out of my parent’s house ...lol..of course
ever had a crush on someone of the same sex ...nope
ever dated someone of the same sex ...woulndnt say dated..*winks*
had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back ..yep
been arrested ..noway!..*adjusts halo*
made out with a stranger ...yes yes
made a booty call ..yes
been a booty call ..*laughs*..yes
stole something from my job ...yes..lots
celebrated new years in time square ..never
gone on a blind date ..no no no
lied to a friend ..yeah
a friend lied to me ..plenty of times
had a crush on a teacher ..lol..yes..my own and my kids..;p
celebrated Mardi-gras in new Orleans ..no..why would I?
been to Europe ...duh...yes
skipped school ...loads of times...until the last year
slept with a co-worker ...no...wanted too tho..:)
cut myself ..you mean not on purpose?...Im always doing it!
been married ...no!...*cringes*
gotten divorced no..if Id got married I would say yes..haha
had children ..yes..4...[note, I have 3 living children]
seen someone die ..yes
been to Africa ..no
had a crush on one of my tBLOG/Blurty friends ..of course..they are all super sexy!
slapped someone I loved ..yeah
driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball ..no
been to Canada ..no
been to Mexico ..no!
been on a plane ..yes!
seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show ..never actually seen it...I have BEEN in it tho...as Magenta!!...
thrown up in a bar ...embarassingly yes
purposely set a part of myself on fire ..why would I?..no
eaten sushi ..never..*gags*
been snowboarding ..nope
met someone in person from the Internet ..yes
been moshing at a concerts ..nope
had real feelings for someone you knew only online ..yeah yeah..I think we all know that story
taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself ..of course!
been in an abusive relationship ..yes..not phisicaly tho
been pregnant or got someone pregnant ..yes
lost a child ..yes...not many people know..Id rather not talk about it thankyou
graduated college ...yep
tried killing yourself ...got close
taken painkillers ...yes..too many times
had sex ..yes yes yes
intentionally burned yourself ..no
wished someone dead ...yes..he died
wish someone dead right now ..nope
admitted to making a big mistake ...hmm..yes
been misunderstood ..always
told someone I hated them when I didn’t ..yes
told someone i loved them when i didn’t ..yep, sadly
love someone or miss someone right now ..oh god, both yes
:lol:
Zoinks!!...
08.25.04 (7:40 pm) [edit]
*looks around*..I aprove!...I love it.ALL HAIL TO RINNA!...lol..I couldnt have done it without her. Now she will have to help with links and stuff...maybe Ill let her recover from this first eh?
Yes..its me..Im dark...I feel the Drama!... 8)
Yes..its me..Im dark...I feel the Drama!... 8)
UNDER CONSTRUCTION
08.24.04 (11:52 pm) [edit]
readers: don't freak, it's rinna fixing up clare's blog with her permission, of course. at the moment it's a yukky grey all over, should be sorted in a few hours. :)
[edit] nearly six hours later, and i *think* i'm done...Clare, if there's any problems, i'm on the tmail, dear. hope you're happy with it! (TBLOG HAD PMS, DIARRHEA, CONSTIPATION, BI-POLAR AND TANTRUMS ALL DAY, I'd at least hope for a hug. LOL)
x r x
Blog Changes...Im blond
08.24.04 (8:45 pm) [edit]
Yes..no ofence to blonds, but if any person can help me figure out how to use a blog skin..Ill love them for eternity!..ok so I have the skin...got that...I c+P..the whole thing into the...thing your suposed to do.
Now Im stuck, because I cant understand how and where to put things....tags?...its hard. Am I an idiot?
Dont answer that!..Instead [b]HELP!![/b]
Now Im stuck, because I cant understand how and where to put things....tags?...its hard. Am I an idiot?
Dont answer that!..Instead [b]HELP!![/b]
Blast from the past!..
08.24.04 (6:15 pm) [edit]
wow..just this second, an ex boyfriend...I mean really old..years ago bf called me!..He got my number from my best friend, who I will kill for giving it out!
He wants to meet up...?..Im confused...why?..after all this time?
I said no of course!...he was a rat bastard then and probably still is, I cant get over him getting in touch!
Aparantly he saw me in town and ...oh wow..hearts and flowers lol...well he can fuck off.
:wink:
Why do they do that?..men...they always want to keep a little something for later...*sighs*
He wants to meet up...?..Im confused...why?..after all this time?
I said no of course!...he was a rat bastard then and probably still is, I cant get over him getting in touch!
Aparantly he saw me in town and ...oh wow..hearts and flowers lol...well he can fuck off.
:wink:
Why do they do that?..men...they always want to keep a little something for later...*sighs*
The Word
08.24.04 (6:00 pm) [edit]
That last post has reminded me, words...we all love them. I love that word, [b]Stuff[/b] other faves include,
[b]Moist
Department[/b]?..lol..I know..weird
[b]Monstrous
Assume[/b]
Thants just the edited version...some words have a certain effect, Im sure you can guess.
Anyway whats your fave word? :wink:
[b]Moist
Department[/b]?..lol..I know..weird
[b]Monstrous
Assume[/b]
Thants just the edited version...some words have a certain effect, Im sure you can guess.
Anyway whats your fave word? :wink:
Ouch
08.24.04 (5:50 pm) [edit]
Oh dear..my head..my poor head.
Totaly drank way too much So comfort and orange lastnight. Bad...very bad, still I felt better. Id had a shiteday. Rows..bad, missing people I shouldnt miss.
And then realising I have only a tenner in the back left until next week. My sisters birthday on sat. Im going out on Sat too...then a wedding I almost forgot about!! :roll:
I dont now what Im doing half the time. My heads full of 'stuff'...what to reply to the dirt e-mail I got,...working out a really important ritual I need to do soon...Im holding back with that too.
I need to break some bonds, and I dont want too..e-mails I havent answered yet...post I should sort..the poem...another poem thats hovering in my head.
Like I said...just stuff :wink:
oh..a great word...stuff...love it. :P
Totaly drank way too much So comfort and orange lastnight. Bad...very bad, still I felt better. Id had a shiteday. Rows..bad, missing people I shouldnt miss.
And then realising I have only a tenner in the back left until next week. My sisters birthday on sat. Im going out on Sat too...then a wedding I almost forgot about!! :roll:
I dont now what Im doing half the time. My heads full of 'stuff'...what to reply to the dirt e-mail I got,...working out a really important ritual I need to do soon...Im holding back with that too.
I need to break some bonds, and I dont want too..e-mails I havent answered yet...post I should sort..the poem...another poem thats hovering in my head.
Like I said...just stuff :wink:
oh..a great word...stuff...love it. :P
msn...love
08.23.04 (11:28 pm) [edit]
I love msn messenger..I do..Im addicted I cant live with out it and today I have had the shakes from not being able to talk..lol..sorry guys. Drunk is wearing off..I was, needig a drink yes?..I was pissed off...anyway, Im sureIll get over it
Yay bikini
08.23.04 (10:42 pm) [edit]
from Rinna..if I swasna druink Id do a linky thingy
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Feeling ...OLD?
08.23.04 (9:33 am) [edit]
Yesterday my dad was ...60!!
Wow it makes you think...everybodys getting old!...and me too..I will be 33 next month!...ack thats not old but you know..I still feel and act..lol..like a bloody teenager most of the time. As M likes to remind me, I did pack for everybody...unpack when we got there. I still forgot some things, thats normal, he thinks I should be perfect!..Id like to see him do it!! :twisted:
Anyway hes still off work and so Im still playing happy families. For another week...then he can sod off back to work and leave me be!!
Oh we did have a great little party for my dad tho..very sweet, even M came and was quite charming for a change :shock:
Wow it makes you think...everybodys getting old!...and me too..I will be 33 next month!...ack thats not old but you know..I still feel and act..lol..like a bloody teenager most of the time. As M likes to remind me, I did pack for everybody...unpack when we got there. I still forgot some things, thats normal, he thinks I should be perfect!..Id like to see him do it!! :twisted:
Anyway hes still off work and so Im still playing happy families. For another week...then he can sod off back to work and leave me be!!
Oh we did have a great little party for my dad tho..very sweet, even M came and was quite charming for a change :shock:
Returning..
08.23.04 (9:24 am) [edit]
I return, my quest for solitude unfulfiled, but my heart filled with love for my children.
I had not a moment to think, nor write more than two lines. Yet I have watched my babies play and grow, which in turn brings me a littlr peace.
My books unopened, my voice horse from shouting. Each night as the clock struck 8pm I longed for my bed.
Each morning I awoke, that craving still there.
Weary and aching I returned each night to crawl into cool covers.
I pounded the streets of Berwick.
Explored the many winding paths and steep hills of Edinbrough.
I waded into the North sea and was rained upon with warm rain as I admired Bambrough Castle.
I watched Hawks hunt and dive over Alnwick Castle, felt the ancient magic there.
Looked out each night at clear skys and twinkling stars. Smelt the wonderfully rich smell of meat roasting over many fires.
Battled with rogue dogs and men.
All in all it was a great experiance 8)
I had not a moment to think, nor write more than two lines. Yet I have watched my babies play and grow, which in turn brings me a littlr peace.
My books unopened, my voice horse from shouting. Each night as the clock struck 8pm I longed for my bed.
Each morning I awoke, that craving still there.
Weary and aching I returned each night to crawl into cool covers.
I pounded the streets of Berwick.
Explored the many winding paths and steep hills of Edinbrough.
I waded into the North sea and was rained upon with warm rain as I admired Bambrough Castle.
I watched Hawks hunt and dive over Alnwick Castle, felt the ancient magic there.
Looked out each night at clear skys and twinkling stars. Smelt the wonderfully rich smell of meat roasting over many fires.
Battled with rogue dogs and men.
All in all it was a great experiance 8)
News...
08.22.04 (6:54 pm) [edit]
I have news..great news. I got back yesterday to a ton of post. I got a reply from a publisher...telling me one of my poems has been accepted for a new book...to be published in November. Im pretty excited see?...lol
The poem is called The Prison....Im just really thrilled right now. And a bit stunned. :lol:
I still havent had time to unpack!!..so Im going to go do that right now!! :wink:
Oh the poem...Ill find a link and put it here...hehe
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The poem is called The Prison....Im just really thrilled right now. And a bit stunned. :lol:
I still havent had time to unpack!!..so Im going to go do that right now!! :wink:
Oh the poem...Ill find a link and put it here...hehe
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Its a Wonder...
08.21.04 (7:33 pm) [edit]
ok tblog is really messed up..so this is a test
*IS BAAAACK*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
08.21.04 (3:02 pm) [edit]
Oh wow!...* falls into a chair dramaticaly*...Im so tired!!
And so overwhelmed with mail!!!..tmail!!!...email!!!...*rubs hands gleefully*...ooooo...let me get stuck in!!...Ill be back asap!!...*skips off*
And so overwhelmed with mail!!!..tmail!!!...email!!!...*rubs hands gleefully*...ooooo...let me get stuck in!!...Ill be back asap!!...*skips off*
GoodByes
08.13.04 (1:37 pm) [edit]
Well this is it!...my last post befor I go :(
Is it wrong to say I dont WANT to go?..I mean I do want to go away..of course, but what I crave is solitude right now. Time to sort my head you know, think, ponder...like that is ever going to happen with 3 little ones around. So this is a holday for them...Ill put myself last, as us mums do. 8)
As long as they all have a good time, that will make me happy. Places on my list to see
Edinbrough Zoo
Edinbrough Castle
The inside of a decent pub :wink:
Wow Ill miss the net..the whole thing is scary...no computer access for a whole week!!..what Id give right now for a lap top with wireless connection!!!
I forsee loads of writing and reading, catching up on my books...thats if Im not too exaughsted from treking thru woodland!!...
Almost finished packing...Ill finish tonight and make a really early start in the morning.
Ill miss everybody!..and its going to take me an age to catch up when I get back!
love Clare
xxx
Is it wrong to say I dont WANT to go?..I mean I do want to go away..of course, but what I crave is solitude right now. Time to sort my head you know, think, ponder...like that is ever going to happen with 3 little ones around. So this is a holday for them...Ill put myself last, as us mums do. 8)
As long as they all have a good time, that will make me happy. Places on my list to see
Edinbrough Zoo
Edinbrough Castle
The inside of a decent pub :wink:
Wow Ill miss the net..the whole thing is scary...no computer access for a whole week!!..what Id give right now for a lap top with wireless connection!!!
I forsee loads of writing and reading, catching up on my books...thats if Im not too exaughsted from treking thru woodland!!...
Almost finished packing...Ill finish tonight and make a really early start in the morning.
Ill miss everybody!..and its going to take me an age to catch up when I get back!
love Clare
xxx
A Test
08.13.04 (10:36 am) [edit]
My very first attempt at some photoshop stuff..I know its not amazing...but its pretty and I like that :)
Now I need to know how to make dollies....*looks for Kraze*
:wink:
Sick and Tired...
08.13.04 (9:18 am) [edit]
I had to write to Rocky again.
Im still having problems with commenting. I wouldnt mind if it was just a little thing, you refresh the page...and its fine. But I sometimes have been on line for an hour before I can get in. Its awful because I see those comments there!..just waiting to be answered!..you know I like to have the last word! :wink:
Other blogs I simply cant get the comments box up. dagamer...devient1...ScubaDiva(so rare I actually get to comment, tho shes a sweetheart and drops in here now and again)...Chickalookate...(again...very rare these days I can comment)..
There are more...tons..so if you see me lurking in your blog..and not commenting you know why...Rinna...Bro..Saint...jeeze the list goes on and on!
Anyway, lets hope Rocky replies this time...even tho I know how busy he must be. All this started when I upgraded to a pro account, after removing all my pop up blockers and having to put up with all the shit 'popping' up all the time. That didnt make any difference, so its back on. And yes..I do know to hold down the ctrl key when I click ,thankyou!...grrrr.
Hell a pro account is NOT expencive!...no way..the money isnt the issue....terms of service are I think. Tblog has had its fair share of hiccups and glitches, thats fine when your growing and improving like tblog is.
I feel this has gone on for too long for me now. If its something ~I~..am doing to make it like this, then at least let me know. Or even a simple... 'hi sorry your having trouble I will look into it when I get time' that would satisfy me that he at least acknowledges my message...and would be common curtisy I think.
Maybe he never replies because he never gets my messages?...another tblog bug*sighs*
Im still having problems with commenting. I wouldnt mind if it was just a little thing, you refresh the page...and its fine. But I sometimes have been on line for an hour before I can get in. Its awful because I see those comments there!..just waiting to be answered!..you know I like to have the last word! :wink:
Other blogs I simply cant get the comments box up. dagamer...devient1...ScubaDiva(so rare I actually get to comment, tho shes a sweetheart and drops in here now and again)...Chickalookate...(again...very rare these days I can comment)..
There are more...tons..so if you see me lurking in your blog..and not commenting you know why...Rinna...Bro..Saint...jeeze the list goes on and on!
Anyway, lets hope Rocky replies this time...even tho I know how busy he must be. All this started when I upgraded to a pro account, after removing all my pop up blockers and having to put up with all the shit 'popping' up all the time. That didnt make any difference, so its back on. And yes..I do know to hold down the ctrl key when I click ,thankyou!...grrrr.
Hell a pro account is NOT expencive!...no way..the money isnt the issue....terms of service are I think. Tblog has had its fair share of hiccups and glitches, thats fine when your growing and improving like tblog is.
I feel this has gone on for too long for me now. If its something ~I~..am doing to make it like this, then at least let me know. Or even a simple... 'hi sorry your having trouble I will look into it when I get time' that would satisfy me that he at least acknowledges my message...and would be common curtisy I think.
Maybe he never replies because he never gets my messages?...another tblog bug*sighs*
Cheesey Quiz Alert
08.13.04 (8:00 am) [edit]
Found this on Tigergurrls http://tigergrrl.tblog.com/ blog...go give her a hug, shes all huggable.
I like this!..it suits my mood this morning, I just woke up and feeling all romantic*sighs*
I like this!..it suits my mood this morning, I just woke up and feeling all romantic*sighs*
The Libertines
08.12.04 (4:06 pm) [edit]
Amazing group I have discovered!...The Libertines!..even the name rolls of my tongue...they are punky, geetary, Like The Clash meets The Smiths and parties with a big bucket of daisys!...I have to find a link!...I dont know much about them only as Kraze would say...they rock!!!!! The song that is in the charts at the mo is called ... Cant Stand me now...brilliant!...check them out... 8) Even the word is amazing...Libertine...means a deviant or perverted person!!!...mmmmm
The scent of a....man;p
08.12.04 (2:19 pm) [edit]
mmmm..I just smelt a delicious smell. The delivary man who brought my shopping....hell I love him more because he brought my fave coffee which I had ran out off!!...*sips coffee*...oh but that smell!!!..I swear I can still smell it!...subtle yet heck I cant really describe it. Musky, but very light...made my tummy flip. Of course it helps that he is so cute and calls me sweetheart*sighs dreamily*
Smell is very important yes?...I like to smell good. Oh I have some great body cream..which is made from cocobutter, smells like chocolate!..yum!...bite me!..lol. My other fave smells of violets and sandlewood..a very sexy smell, in fact that day in Durham which I posted about. The night befor I made some massage oil*winks*...YlangYlang, Sandlewood, Geranium.....That smell is with me everytime I make sweet love now...mmm
{note to CyberPal.... mwah!..dont you get all pouty!...my Tesco man brings me food but you bring me Light!!..lol}
{grrrr...damn the comments box I cant get in!...so no dagamer, hes not my b/f...only in my dreams;p...}
Smell is very important yes?...I like to smell good. Oh I have some great body cream..which is made from cocobutter, smells like chocolate!..yum!...bite me!..lol. My other fave smells of violets and sandlewood..a very sexy smell, in fact that day in Durham which I posted about. The night befor I made some massage oil*winks*...YlangYlang, Sandlewood, Geranium.....That smell is with me everytime I make sweet love now...mmm
{note to CyberPal.... mwah!..dont you get all pouty!...my Tesco man brings me food but you bring me Light!!..lol}
{grrrr...damn the comments box I cant get in!...so no dagamer, hes not my b/f...only in my dreams;p...}
Reasons..
08.12.04 (1:09 pm) [edit]
[i]References to women exercising religious power might have been deleted from the record by Christian monks during the Celtic Christian era. [/i]
This quote from the previous post interests me. I am not interested in organised religian personaly, its a huge turn off for me. Tell me what do do..or when to do it and Ill do the oposit.
What Im very interested in is the Cristianization(is that a word?)of Ancient Britain. The way the Romans wiped out 99%of druids and burned, destroyed their sacred groves. They then proceded to move thier own festivals to coincide with the old pagan ones.
Told stories of 'new' Saints which so happened to have the same life stories as the old Gods/Godesses, St Bede is a good example which I will explain another time.
All in all very interesting.
This quote from the previous post interests me. I am not interested in organised religian personaly, its a huge turn off for me. Tell me what do do..or when to do it and Ill do the oposit.
What Im very interested in is the Cristianization(is that a word?)of Ancient Britain. The way the Romans wiped out 99%of druids and burned, destroyed their sacred groves. They then proceded to move thier own festivals to coincide with the old pagan ones.
Told stories of 'new' Saints which so happened to have the same life stories as the old Gods/Godesses, St Bede is a good example which I will explain another time.
All in all very interesting.
Facts...
08.12.04 (12:14 pm) [edit]
Well Im still waiting for my sexy delivary man...Tesco's...He did ring to say he was going to me late*sighs*. Seeing as im bored as hell right now I thought Id sort thru some facts. This site is a good one, this is where they are from.. http://www.religioustolerance...
[b]Origins of the word..Pagan[/b]
[i]Most modern Pagan sources interpret the word to have meant "rustic," "hick," or "country bumpkin" -- a pejorative term. The implication was that Christians used the term to ridicule country folk who tenaciously held on to what the Christians considered old-fashioned, outmoded Pagan beliefs. Those in the country were much slower in adopting the new religion of Christianity than were the city folks. They still followed the Greek state religion, Roman state religion, Mithraism, various mystery religions, etc., long after those in urban areas had converted. [/i]
Interesting Druid Facts
[i]The [b]Bards [/b]were "the keepers of tradition, of the memory of the tribe - they were the custodians of the sacredness of the Word." In Ireland, they trained for 12 years learning grammar, hundreds of stories, poems, philosophy, the Ogham tree-alphabet. [/i]
[i]The [b]Ovates[/b] worked with the processes of death and regeneration. They were the native healers of the Celts. They specialized in divination, conversing with the ancestors, and prophesizing the future. [/i]
[i]The [b]Druids and Druidesses [/b]formed the professional class in Celtic society. They performed the functions of modern day priests, teachers, ambassadors, astronomers, genealogists, philosophers, musicians, theologians, scientists, poets and judges. [/i]
[i]They underwent lengthy training: some sources say 20 years. Druids led all public rituals, which were normally held within fenced groves of sacred trees. In their role as priests, "they acted not as mediators between God and man, but as directors of ritual, as shamans guiding and containing the rites." Most leaders mentioned in the surviving records were male. It is not known whether female Druids were considered equal to their male counterparts, or whether they were restricted to special responsibilities. References to women exercising religious power might have been deleted from the record by Christian monks during the Celtic Christian era[/i]
[b]Origins of the word..Pagan[/b]
[i]Most modern Pagan sources interpret the word to have meant "rustic," "hick," or "country bumpkin" -- a pejorative term. The implication was that Christians used the term to ridicule country folk who tenaciously held on to what the Christians considered old-fashioned, outmoded Pagan beliefs. Those in the country were much slower in adopting the new religion of Christianity than were the city folks. They still followed the Greek state religion, Roman state religion, Mithraism, various mystery religions, etc., long after those in urban areas had converted. [/i]
Interesting Druid Facts
[i]The [b]Bards [/b]were "the keepers of tradition, of the memory of the tribe - they were the custodians of the sacredness of the Word." In Ireland, they trained for 12 years learning grammar, hundreds of stories, poems, philosophy, the Ogham tree-alphabet. [/i]
[i]The [b]Ovates[/b] worked with the processes of death and regeneration. They were the native healers of the Celts. They specialized in divination, conversing with the ancestors, and prophesizing the future. [/i]
[i]The [b]Druids and Druidesses [/b]formed the professional class in Celtic society. They performed the functions of modern day priests, teachers, ambassadors, astronomers, genealogists, philosophers, musicians, theologians, scientists, poets and judges. [/i]
[i]They underwent lengthy training: some sources say 20 years. Druids led all public rituals, which were normally held within fenced groves of sacred trees. In their role as priests, "they acted not as mediators between God and man, but as directors of ritual, as shamans guiding and containing the rites." Most leaders mentioned in the surviving records were male. It is not known whether female Druids were considered equal to their male counterparts, or whether they were restricted to special responsibilities. References to women exercising religious power might have been deleted from the record by Christian monks during the Celtic Christian era[/i]
Feelings...
08.12.04 (10:11 am) [edit]
How do I feel today?...well lets see, I feel marginaly better than yesterday. I figured out what set me of on my spin. It was a friend, who had something on his mind, I pick up on these things. I know its hard to understand, how his feelings can have such a profound effect on mine. Its hard being an Empath, not knowing sometimes if the feelings your getting are your own, or anothers. Anyway I dont much feel like getting into all that.
The weather bothers me too. Only last week we were all roasting in our own juices(sounds nice and kinky). Now we are hit with floods...rain that doesnt stop for days and Thunder. Biblical..I keep saying that, in fact I dont live my life my the Bible...I do think its a great STORY book tho.
Almost finished packing the kids things last night, we are only going away for a week, but even a day out with three little ones is like mobalising an army!..so you can imagine a week :?
Not going to even bother going out today, too much rain. Ill end up all wet and not in a good way! :wink:
The weather bothers me too. Only last week we were all roasting in our own juices(sounds nice and kinky). Now we are hit with floods...rain that doesnt stop for days and Thunder. Biblical..I keep saying that, in fact I dont live my life my the Bible...I do think its a great STORY book tho.
Almost finished packing the kids things last night, we are only going away for a week, but even a day out with three little ones is like mobalising an army!..so you can imagine a week :?
Not going to even bother going out today, too much rain. Ill end up all wet and not in a good way! :wink:
Hehe...
08.11.04 (7:47 pm) [edit]
Take the quiz: "WHICH LOTR CHARACTER DOES YOUR PERSONALITY MATCH?"
Arwen
Your beautiful and kind. You go about your life with grace and try to help all with your elven like powers. You feel close to people and can be close to them when they are not with you...and with such a pure heart life should turn out well for you.
Arwen
Your beautiful and kind. You go about your life with grace and try to help all with your elven like powers. You feel close to people and can be close to them when they are not with you...and with such a pure heart life should turn out well for you.
Kaze!!!!!...lookie!!..YES!!!!!!!!*dies happy*
08.11.04 (5:20 pm) [edit]
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2.You will marry him and have no children, but a
long lasting love and a huge home since he will
become a famouse rock star.
Which random guy will you marry? (.pics.)
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long lasting love and a huge home since he will
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Which random guy will you marry? (.pics.)
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the blog
08.11.04 (2:46 pm) [edit]
I realise I have censored my blog for all the wrong reasons. Ive indulged in silly quizzes and stupid...rants when what I really need to do is spew forth all the shit that is affecting me in my life!.
Its what blogs are for right, anyway Ive said this befor, so its not new. I just dont want to hurt peoples feelings. Im feeling flat today, I have alot on my plate so to speak. I also wish tblog had a built in spell checker then I wouldnt have to keep bothering Bart , asking him how to spell stuff.. :oops:
What els do I wish for..lets have a good old rant,...hmm..ok..first I wish that I could 'shut out' other peoples feelings. I know how to do it..I know I can do it..I just need more practise. I wish I could control my feelings, they are super hard to control tho. If we could control feelings...we wouldnt be human right? Robotic..unemotional..that would be no good.
AmberTigers blog is bothering me too..my blog for poems...I cant get the look how I want it. I dont have any fancy programs. I need a header maybe, maybe I should ask for help?. Now Rinna has her new look..Im itching to change again...but Ill resist!!!..and play with Amber some more.
I have a letter I wrote, to somebody and never sent. It was purely for cathartic reasons, to get things off my chest. I dont think Ill post that either,but its a good exercise.
I wish for lots of things, world peace?..thats a joke, will never happen. Oh well dreams are what makes us real...hmm..I just made that up!...I like it!..lol.
:wink:
Its what blogs are for right, anyway Ive said this befor, so its not new. I just dont want to hurt peoples feelings. Im feeling flat today, I have alot on my plate so to speak. I also wish tblog had a built in spell checker then I wouldnt have to keep bothering Bart , asking him how to spell stuff.. :oops:
What els do I wish for..lets have a good old rant,...hmm..ok..first I wish that I could 'shut out' other peoples feelings. I know how to do it..I know I can do it..I just need more practise. I wish I could control my feelings, they are super hard to control tho. If we could control feelings...we wouldnt be human right? Robotic..unemotional..that would be no good.
AmberTigers blog is bothering me too..my blog for poems...I cant get the look how I want it. I dont have any fancy programs. I need a header maybe, maybe I should ask for help?. Now Rinna has her new look..Im itching to change again...but Ill resist!!!..and play with Amber some more.
I have a letter I wrote, to somebody and never sent. It was purely for cathartic reasons, to get things off my chest. I dont think Ill post that either,but its a good exercise.
I wish for lots of things, world peace?..thats a joke, will never happen. Oh well dreams are what makes us real...hmm..I just made that up!...I like it!..lol.
:wink:
Wooooooooohhhaaa..there Nelly!!!!!!!!!!!!!
08.11.04 (12:14 pm) [edit]
Rinna has this one!..loving that template btw Rinn!...I want to change again now!..lol..oh yeah...how many of you good people recon THIS is true*winks*
Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"
Exhibitionism
The world is your stage, and everyone in it is your audience, whether they like it or not. Your favorite place to have sex is the pitcher's mound of a ball stadium, under the arena lights. You are extremely loud when having sex. You don't mind people watching, taking pictures or videotaping you no matter what you're doing. Your motto is It's all about ME!
Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"
Exhibitionism
The world is your stage, and everyone in it is your audience, whether they like it or not. Your favorite place to have sex is the pitcher's mound of a ball stadium, under the arena lights. You are extremely loud when having sex. You don't mind people watching, taking pictures or videotaping you no matter what you're doing. Your motto is It's all about ME!
Aphrodite
08.11.04 (11:43 am) [edit]
Take the quiz: "Which Greek god/goddess are you?"
Aphrodite
You are Aphrodite! Aphrodite was the goddess of love and beauty. She flirted with everyone, even though she was the wife of Hephaestus, son of Hera, and Hephaestus did not do much to stop her from cheating.
Aphrodite
You are Aphrodite! Aphrodite was the goddess of love and beauty. She flirted with everyone, even though she was the wife of Hephaestus, son of Hera, and Hephaestus did not do much to stop her from cheating.
Sick
08.11.04 (7:29 am) [edit]
sick..Im not feeling so light and lovely and perkey and what EVER...I just woke up..*goes for a shower and coffee*
Take the quiz: "Which God or Goddess are you?"
God of Life
Happy, hyper, and just in love with life. You don't mind being alive, in fact you love it, you like being who you are and just having a good time. You are what makes the heart beat and children be born. Sweet, and cute.
Take the quiz: "Which God or Goddess are you?"
God of Life
Happy, hyper, and just in love with life. You don't mind being alive, in fact you love it, you like being who you are and just having a good time. You are what makes the heart beat and children be born. Sweet, and cute.
Internet..shminternet
08.10.04 (7:53 pm) [edit]
Today so many people use the net..I mean of all ages, right down to young kids. The amount of perverts around...how are you supposed to know who you are dealing with!. I know within the gaming community there is an amazing amount of teenagers, and I mean 12 and 13 year olds playing. Even I have found myself fooled. Its great that kids are on the net. But as a mother, Id die if I found out my 13 year old son was having cybersex with a woman in her 30's..and who would get the blame..think about it. Legaly the older person is responsible, but the dangers of the net...wow anybody can be fooled. And this is not ME..Im talking about!..altho it has happened with somebody considerably younger than me, he was still over 18...just!
Great fun but makes you step back sometimes and ask your self...who that other person really is...
Right now I know of a 14 year old who has cybersex, and I dont mean 'normal' sex..I mean fantasy stuff..S&M...everything...thats the youngest I know of..Im sure there are younger. Anyway..It pisses me off all the flirting and bitching..and they are probably only 11 and bored and doing it for a laugh.
Great fun but makes you step back sometimes and ask your self...who that other person really is...
Right now I know of a 14 year old who has cybersex, and I dont mean 'normal' sex..I mean fantasy stuff..S&M...everything...thats the youngest I know of..Im sure there are younger. Anyway..It pisses me off all the flirting and bitching..and they are probably only 11 and bored and doing it for a laugh.
Is he really gone?
08.10.04 (3:20 pm) [edit]
Raggy Raggedtigeruk ...hes blogged his last blog.....Im kind of sad..Im missing him already!..hes not even on msn so I cant bug him there*sighs*..well Im sure he just needs a break, in his absence..Im keeping his mucio warm...dont ask..I have no idea who this is..maybe AHA...I didnt ask when I stole the code...*chuckles* 8)
Saint..I stole from you!!
08.10.04 (2:32 pm) [edit]
Sorry Saint!!..couldnt comment on your blog!..and so I stole this instead!..lol
Take the quiz: "What Kind of Pervert are You?"
The Seductive Pervert
The Seductive Pervert: You are The Seductive Pervert, you don't have to try! You use only your body and sexual ways to lure someone in an endless dream of sexual fantasies. Although you may use toys, you have your desires, you seem to know what gets to them, you even know their soft spots, woah, wouldn't matter if they had first met you or not! Your ways are unbelievable and quite sensual, you could probably lay anyone you wanted with the way you speak, move, or just motion. Just don't test your abilities on yourself, you might find yourself attracted to even your own body. Let's try attracting another person instead. Hehe!
Take the quiz: "What Kind of Pervert are You?"
The Seductive Pervert
The Seductive Pervert: You are The Seductive Pervert, you don't have to try! You use only your body and sexual ways to lure someone in an endless dream of sexual fantasies. Although you may use toys, you have your desires, you seem to know what gets to them, you even know their soft spots, woah, wouldn't matter if they had first met you or not! Your ways are unbelievable and quite sensual, you could probably lay anyone you wanted with the way you speak, move, or just motion. Just don't test your abilities on yourself, you might find yourself attracted to even your own body. Let's try attracting another person instead. Hehe!
Knock on my window...rap on my door..
08.10.04 (1:35 pm) [edit]
I wanna make you feel beautiful...
Ok I just cant get that song out of my head.
When M and I were still..'dating'. One year we went up to Scotland to visit his best friend. This friend Dave had moved up there with his new wife...Y...she didnt like any of Daves friends..was moody, needy, prim..snappy...not nice really.
It was Daves birthday and we drove up there with 4 other friends of M...non of which I got on with. I only ever got on with Dave...maybe thats why Y didnt like me. Plus they are all Ms age which is almost 40 now!!!
We stayed in this tiny B&B..(bed and breakfast)..the beds..oh god..The bed we slept on had a dip in the middle which was unbelievable!..The thing was so soft it was impossible to have sex on!..I know!..I can hardly believe it myself..lol. So it was the floor for us..much better.
It was Daves birthday..and we aranged a surprise party for him...which was a great sucess..what I can remember...loads on wine and cocktails and a lock inn at the local pub!!
So back at the b&b...*raises an eyebrow*....lets skim over ...all Ill say is there was only M..his friend..P and I awake...
The next day was spent nursing sore heads and bodies...rotfl. God that place..beautiful!..thats close to where Im going next week..so Im sure lots of memories will come flooding back.
Ok I just cant get that song out of my head.
When M and I were still..'dating'. One year we went up to Scotland to visit his best friend. This friend Dave had moved up there with his new wife...Y...she didnt like any of Daves friends..was moody, needy, prim..snappy...not nice really.
It was Daves birthday and we drove up there with 4 other friends of M...non of which I got on with. I only ever got on with Dave...maybe thats why Y didnt like me. Plus they are all Ms age which is almost 40 now!!!
We stayed in this tiny B&B..(bed and breakfast)..the beds..oh god..The bed we slept on had a dip in the middle which was unbelievable!..The thing was so soft it was impossible to have sex on!..I know!..I can hardly believe it myself..lol. So it was the floor for us..much better.
It was Daves birthday..and we aranged a surprise party for him...which was a great sucess..what I can remember...loads on wine and cocktails and a lock inn at the local pub!!
So back at the b&b...*raises an eyebrow*....lets skim over ...all Ill say is there was only M..his friend..P and I awake...
The next day was spent nursing sore heads and bodies...rotfl. God that place..beautiful!..thats close to where Im going next week..so Im sure lots of memories will come flooding back.
Well Well...
08.10.04 (1:08 pm) [edit]
Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"
Pagan/Occultist
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. Spending your entire life searching various forms of philosophy and religion, you choose to observe everything and believe little. You're personality is one of truth seeking, nature respecting and god/goddess accepting. Lastly, you don't judge anyone, but if annoyed, you will exact some form of revenge. You don't believe in the Three-Fold Law.
I think this seems pretty accurate...I HAVE to point out tho..for those who know what Im talking about!..I do believe in the law of three!!!
Pagan/Occultist
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. Spending your entire life searching various forms of philosophy and religion, you choose to observe everything and believe little. You're personality is one of truth seeking, nature respecting and god/goddess accepting. Lastly, you don't judge anyone, but if annoyed, you will exact some form of revenge. You don't believe in the Three-Fold Law.
I think this seems pretty accurate...I HAVE to point out tho..for those who know what Im talking about!..I do believe in the law of three!!!
I stole it too!!..poor Kraze
08.09.04 (10:09 pm) [edit]
Coping
08.09.04 (9:26 pm) [edit]
Well its almost time for me to go on my hols..I leave next saturday for a week. Im so worried about...what Im going to 'do' all day!..apart from the kids ect..Im sure Ill be busy as hell. But no computer!..no msn!!..no blogging!..no toolset!...no Bart, Fox, shadie, Sean, Nask, Juz,*realises those are all men...feels kind of ashamed for about 30 seconds*
Good grief!..and my worse nightmare!..getting broken into, coming home to no computer! I will have to start packing soon, that will take an age too. And what about my poor bloggie. I hope tblog doesnt eat it up ...or something.
M is at his mums tomorrow..funeral. So I have a little break from him!...lol..that sounds awful. Yeah well Im nasty and mean. :wink:
Good grief!..and my worse nightmare!..getting broken into, coming home to no computer! I will have to start packing soon, that will take an age too. And what about my poor bloggie. I hope tblog doesnt eat it up ...or something.
M is at his mums tomorrow..funeral. So I have a little break from him!...lol..that sounds awful. Yeah well Im nasty and mean. :wink:
Bad Lads Army
08.08.04 (9:34 pm) [edit]
A TV program..some 'bad lads'..ie petty thieves..muggers...ect. get taken to an army base and made to take the same training as 1950's National Service Lads did. The same clothes..food..training..everything. What a great idea!..and a fab program.
Its just lovely to see these loud mouthed, idiots put thru their paces. And 4 of them left within the first week!..one actually left befor he even got given his gear!. It shows how young kids are...today they are soft and spoilt, they get given everything ...take the rest and get a rap on the kuckles if they are caught.
I think National Service should be brought back..two years spent working ther arses off and learning discipline..would make them men!...then they could go off and do what ever...only half way thru this program and 90% of the so called 'bad lads' have said how its changed their lives. You know what kids need to learn the most?..Respect...there..now that makes me feel old!..but when I look at 16 and 17 year olds today..I dont see them respecting anything.....
Oh and yes..I think girls need it too!...I would do it..if I had too.
Sundays are made for lazing in the garden
08.08.04 (7:35 pm) [edit]
Wow..this weather Im getting...is still amazing..Im actually getting a tan!!
Have to be careful...I might start looking healthy soon..instead of pale and interesting...ROTFL. Well well ...Im still so busy with the kids, its hard having M off too because he wants to go out and 'do' things...gah! Today my creative side came out to play and I showed the kids how to make papier mashe models. Amy added tiny purple flowers to hers and it looked so good!...lol..Matty..added...sawdust...for 'texture'...interesting.
Then poor Beccy got stung by an evil wasp!..EVIL!!..what on earth?..Just what purpose do they have in the natural world!!...I would exterminate them all the little evil buggers. I just dont get it. They...well..they hurt and they scare me..Im terrified. I DO NOT..flap and scream and run, not now I have children, dont want them ending up like me...but..god I am scared!!!
Bed Time
08.07.04 (10:53 pm) [edit]
You're a Tantalizing Temptress.
You know what you want, but aren't 100% sure of yourself to go all out to get it.
You tend to get shy around guys - but there's no need.
You're hot stuff!
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I had enough..Im tired and feeling more than alittle worse for wear...
Bush bloopers
08.07.04 (6:30 pm) [edit]
Well its so funny..I cant ignor it..I found these and no matter what people say about Bush...he sure makes me laugh my socks off!
'Well, I think if you say you're going to do something and don't do it, that's trustworthiness.'
'We cannot let terrorists and rogue nations hold this nation hostile or hold our allies hostile.'
'This case has had full analyzation and has been looked at a lot. I understand the emotionality of death penalty cases.'
'The benefits of helping somebody is beneficial.'
'The senator has got to understand if he's going to have - he can't have it both ways. He can't take the high horse and then claim the low road.'
'...more and more of our imports are coming from overseas.'
'I know the human being and fish can co-exist peacefully.'
Girlie
08.07.04 (6:07 pm) [edit]
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Boys
08.07.04 (5:56 pm) [edit]
Gods help me when my son becomes a teen. Today I had to tidy Matty's bedroom, fish out all the old toys and 'stuff'...oh wow I found stuff under his bed..lol...socks...shoes...toys!...things Id been looking for..my library card!?..my old watch..
Then we all soaked up the sun in our garden. Beautiful day its been but hot...Im burnt..gah will I learn!...nope seems not. By the time Ive covered everybody else in cream I forget about me...and Ive been burning while Im doing that!..lol
Drinking endless amounts of green tea with lemon, trying to stay cool. Could really do with some of those Mojo thingys CP goes on about..ahh yes...but Ive got some chilled.white wine waiting foe me now. And a new book..Ill be clensing my chakras all night no doubt...hehe*smirks*
Test...from Rin Rin
08.06.04 (11:37 pm) [edit]
Freudian Inventory Results |
| Genital (30%) you appear to have a pessimistic and regressive outlook on life. Latency (73%) you may be using learning as an escape from living. Phallic (60%) you appear to have a good balance of sexual awareness and sexual composure. Anal (23%) you appear to be overly lacking in self control and organization, and have a compulsive need to defy authority. Oral (53%) you appear to have a good balance of independence and interdependence. |
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Bananas
08.06.04 (7:42 pm) [edit]
Stolen from Shespeicies...I love this!!...and its true too!..lol
Take the quiz: ;http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.ph...">"Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? "
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Is maith liom bananai
Is maith liom bananai - 'I like bananas.'You're laid-back and you enjoy the simple things in life. Some might say you're a little too laid-back. Just what is it you're smoking, anyway?
Im having so much trouble with pics...hmm
Touristy Types
08.06.04 (7:27 pm) [edit]
Why do continental men always look, and smell so damn good!..Today I saw plenty!..hell I wasnt even looking hard...*sniggers*..honest.
Americans..lots of them, nice accent. Spanish!..Italian!..French!..oh god...sexy!...so very sexy!..and cool and smelling damn good. Almost drooling I was!..*groans*. Almost as sexy as Stu from Big Brother!...what an animal!...oh god..need a shower.
Days by The River
08.06.04 (7:02 pm) [edit]
I could spend days there...by the river in Durham. Today we all went to Durham..its not far..about an hour I think,*doesnt really know*. Now my two fave places in the North East are, York and Durham. I havent been to D for a few years tho, and the best time I had was the most memorable.
Today I sat on the river bank, watching the lovers gazing romanticaly into eachothers eyes. Beccy was asleep and M took the other two down to dip their toes into the water.
It brought back all those memories of the first time M and I went. It was summer then too! And I remembered it most because Id stayed the night at his flat ...one of the first times. Also it was my..'first time'...sex I mean. The night befor I had finaly done it!...yes, I was 21!!!...Id waited so long!..not for any reason. It just happened that way.
He bought me a crystal, citrine on a keyring. I loved that little thing for years..I still have it
We held hands and walked by the river, looking up at the Cathedral, which is beautiful. I remember aching!...my back..*laughs*..yes it was a good night..and my head from the wine. I had a hell of a hangover, but I didnt care. It was the best feeling, I was exilarated.
I remember that smell, the kind of, wine mixed with ciggs you get in clubs. And cheese and onion sarnies hed made us. He bought us coke, and I drank it just for the sugar, I hate coke. We were so happy, everything was so very different back then..11 years does alot...lots of changes. Why Im going on...well It felt nice to remember, remember what a different person I was back then.
How different we both were. Its just a special memory.
Rinna..Im NOT blond!!!
08.05.04 (10:28 pm) [edit]
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got this from my mate Rinna!..god love her..hehe
Faster Than a Speeding Bullet!...
08.05.04 (9:49 pm) [edit]
great..it all disapeared..the post I just wrote...Im too tired to rewrite. Hell I cant even remember what I did to make it disapear!!
*mutters*..something about storms..need to have a good storm..get rid of this weird clamy hot weather...poems lots...bathroom.....tomorow coast. Stress...lots....tired...trying to catch up...
Yay I won!
08.04.04 (6:45 pm) [edit]
I won Supertoy's http://supertoy.tblog.com/" title="http://supertoy.tblog.com/" target="_blank"http://supertoy.tblog.com/ Dark poetry competition!!!....Im thrilled!....here is the poem I used.
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Motionless, waiting.. brushing away the gentle tug ..the whispers ..seductive against my ear.
I see them..scuttling in my minds eye, tearing apart what flimsy boundries I have left.
Pushing against the blood rushed walls...not so gentle...hammering their message home.
Go..Go..Go to him...slide beneath pounding boots...slime covered heels hells hammers.
I try...resist..be strong..block out the screams, the shreiking which burrows deep..tunneling forth to turn me.
His icy fingers reach out, pulling at my shadows. The damp residance of ..Him. All watching.
Waiting for my fall, its only a matter of time they say, cackling through rotten eves.
I will not!...gathering shattered will I face away...slowmotion, swimming in syrup...so very slow
It draws me close, that place..I can not..will not give in...to him..give them what they need..no!
He moves..flashing at the corner of my eye, pulling...powerfully..whispers merging..blending.
Agony you are mine!...painful shards of conscience, pushing deep..deep beneath luminescent skin.
Plucking..pulling simmering lengths drawing towards...that place ..standing..just waiting.
I turn..reluctant tears and run..wildly back..into Him.
Going to be pretty busy this week now..kids on holiday..M off work for a week.*grumbles*
I ask once again...
08.03.04 (4:01 pm) [edit]
I really enjoyed the last...descussion I had with commenters...over The Darkness...I so wanted to do it again...so here goes.
[b]Taking Over [/b]
Tis only but a tiny spark
Left inside my heart
What will become of our sweet pain
Amongst times dancing sprites and fey
Sail onward overland
Where shall our journey end?
Do as you will, but harm him not
Those words spoken easily, swiftly forgot
Dark knight of stoney stature
Fire and Ice within
Shatter yes, that I will
Break in where pain resides
Brimming senses, pounding heart
Heat, too much to bare
Air thick, with sufforcating breath
I fight against the swell
Drawing me inside,
Consuming, burning my very soul
So fragile I have become
Darkness swallows my fading light
Envelopes my pain
No more pain, sure enough
No more
Here silence is deafening
Clare
dont worry..Im not going to do this all the time..Im just curious as to what people..think..if you want to comment of course..if you dont..then I hope you enjoy it enyway :wink:
[b]Taking Over [/b]
Tis only but a tiny spark
Left inside my heart
What will become of our sweet pain
Amongst times dancing sprites and fey
Sail onward overland
Where shall our journey end?
Do as you will, but harm him not
Those words spoken easily, swiftly forgot
Dark knight of stoney stature
Fire and Ice within
Shatter yes, that I will
Break in where pain resides
Brimming senses, pounding heart
Heat, too much to bare
Air thick, with sufforcating breath
I fight against the swell
Drawing me inside,
Consuming, burning my very soul
So fragile I have become
Darkness swallows my fading light
Envelopes my pain
No more pain, sure enough
No more
Here silence is deafening
Clare
dont worry..Im not going to do this all the time..Im just curious as to what people..think..if you want to comment of course..if you dont..then I hope you enjoy it enyway :wink:
Coffee and Cheese Cake
08.03.04 (2:17 pm) [edit]
I just got back from shopping and Im sitting with my coffee...browsing blogs and I came across Shark...his last post...?..what?.
Seems hes become disalusioned with the whole tblog comment whore situation. Yes and a few other people I wont have to mention because Im sure everybody knows who. It made me think, why am I blogging?..who reads this stuff?..do I care even?.
In my mind I started blogging because I thought it would be a good way to vent...and a nice pretty place to have my poems...nice. I was positively embarassed by the first comment I got!..no way did I think anybody would read this rubbish.
The upside to this being the people Ive met...or not met as it were, the ones who have encoraged me when things have been awful. The ones who laughed at my stupid jokes. Made me feel good about myself, and so its worked...for me. I get pissed off, people who ask out right for comments, hell I dont even know you!..what do I say about your waffle. Um nice blog I like the colours?...so meaningfull..not! They go right next to the ones who ask for tbucks ...which I wont go on about.
The point is, blogging has become part of me...now I dont game anymore...just build for others pleasure, I need somewhere to speak my mind. I cant take it out on a dragon or Mythos poor fella. So I have my msn...and tblog..and even tho the whole tblog is so slow situation also pisses me off..so what.
Now...I also see that Im number 4 in hot blogs...does it matter?...NO!!...so dont fucking start saying it does and how Im only number 4 because I have a naked woman on my header of some other bloody nonsence.
Im 4 I guess because I cant shut the fuck up!....I post alot and answer everybody back who comments...oh thats when tblog will let me...I answer back...a.)..I was brought up polite and to respect other people...b.)..I always like to have the last word...lol...whatEVER!
And now I am going to go finish my drink...and practise my dowsing..Bart is teaching me..Im using Zacks crystal..because it wants to be used. And yes..Im saying ZACKS crystal..I still have it...he still has something of mine and I can damn well talk about who the fuck I like with out fear of upseting people.
Seems hes become disalusioned with the whole tblog comment whore situation. Yes and a few other people I wont have to mention because Im sure everybody knows who. It made me think, why am I blogging?..who reads this stuff?..do I care even?.
In my mind I started blogging because I thought it would be a good way to vent...and a nice pretty place to have my poems...nice. I was positively embarassed by the first comment I got!..no way did I think anybody would read this rubbish.
The upside to this being the people Ive met...or not met as it were, the ones who have encoraged me when things have been awful. The ones who laughed at my stupid jokes. Made me feel good about myself, and so its worked...for me. I get pissed off, people who ask out right for comments, hell I dont even know you!..what do I say about your waffle. Um nice blog I like the colours?...so meaningfull..not! They go right next to the ones who ask for tbucks ...which I wont go on about.
The point is, blogging has become part of me...now I dont game anymore...just build for others pleasure, I need somewhere to speak my mind. I cant take it out on a dragon or Mythos poor fella. So I have my msn...and tblog..and even tho the whole tblog is so slow situation also pisses me off..so what.
Now...I also see that Im number 4 in hot blogs...does it matter?...NO!!...so dont fucking start saying it does and how Im only number 4 because I have a naked woman on my header of some other bloody nonsence.
Im 4 I guess because I cant shut the fuck up!....I post alot and answer everybody back who comments...oh thats when tblog will let me...I answer back...a.)..I was brought up polite and to respect other people...b.)..I always like to have the last word...lol...whatEVER!
And now I am going to go finish my drink...and practise my dowsing..Bart is teaching me..Im using Zacks crystal..because it wants to be used. And yes..Im saying ZACKS crystal..I still have it...he still has something of mine and I can damn well talk about who the fuck I like with out fear of upseting people.
The Darkness
08.02.04 (9:31 pm) [edit]
~I need peoples opinion...on this poem...its a favourite of mine. Tell me what you think...if you like. Or dont..whatever
The Darkness
Her welcoming touch, enchants,
A magnetic, magical, mantle,
Enticing, drawing you close.
Warm, humid, dampness within,
The Darkness commands
Rejoice in her embrace,
Assaulting your senses.
Her musky sent oppressive,
Intoxicating, addictive nectar.
Your hunger grows, you yield.
Explore further sweet traveller,
Come in…feel my heat.
Sliding along the smooth walls
Dripping, creamy skin
With pounding heart you push on.
Unbearable pressure, you cannot turn
Eyes a glow, she covers you
The creeping, shadowy mist,
But you care not, your need is greater
Sweet wine you taste,
Lost in her embrace
Clare
[b]Editors note[/b]
If your over 18 and a man!...tell me what you think this paints a picture of...what was I thinking when I wrote this?..its meaning is...hidden maybe...even tho some may think its pretty obvious
The Darkness
Her welcoming touch, enchants,
A magnetic, magical, mantle,
Enticing, drawing you close.
Warm, humid, dampness within,
The Darkness commands
Rejoice in her embrace,
Assaulting your senses.
Her musky sent oppressive,
Intoxicating, addictive nectar.
Your hunger grows, you yield.
Explore further sweet traveller,
Come in…feel my heat.
Sliding along the smooth walls
Dripping, creamy skin
With pounding heart you push on.
Unbearable pressure, you cannot turn
Eyes a glow, she covers you
The creeping, shadowy mist,
But you care not, your need is greater
Sweet wine you taste,
Lost in her embrace
Clare
[b]Editors note[/b]
If your over 18 and a man!...tell me what you think this paints a picture of...what was I thinking when I wrote this?..its meaning is...hidden maybe...even tho some may think its pretty obvious
Pisces Moon
08.02.04 (8:17 pm) [edit]
I love the way this lady writes!...so pretty..and floaty...
[i]Knowing the Pisces Moon takes sensitivity. Or a moon-wise friend: this one’s in her garden, wearing a lavender skirt, flowing scarves, and painting a swirl of watercolors against a large canvas. Operatic arias pour from her living room stereo. A lilac bush is swaying with the sound. A vibrant pink rose is looking at you with great interest. “I should know better than to paint on a Pisces moon. The canvas will never dry -- but I can’t help myself.” She stops to listen to the tenor’s high note, long and sad. Her eyes tear up, go away, then come back again. “It’s the day for gardening. Whatever you plant now will soak up life force like a sponge. Can’t you tell how juicy and porous the plants are?” She winks. “We’re the same. The smart ones launch their advertising campaigns for we absorb everything. Have a party and we’ll all be drunk in minutes.” She continues painting. You recline in the grass and find yourself meditating effortlessly. You take off your shoes and massage your feet, lovingly, exploring the zones of reflexology. Boundaries dissolve. Just for today: all is one. You resolve at every Pisces moon to find the rabbit hole that will take you here.
Dana Gerhardt[/i]http://www.mooncircles.com/to...
Must be why Im feeling so super sensitive...hightened emotions and feelings...oh god the feelings..nothing to do with this wine of course...which Im downing like water :wink:
[i]Knowing the Pisces Moon takes sensitivity. Or a moon-wise friend: this one’s in her garden, wearing a lavender skirt, flowing scarves, and painting a swirl of watercolors against a large canvas. Operatic arias pour from her living room stereo. A lilac bush is swaying with the sound. A vibrant pink rose is looking at you with great interest. “I should know better than to paint on a Pisces moon. The canvas will never dry -- but I can’t help myself.” She stops to listen to the tenor’s high note, long and sad. Her eyes tear up, go away, then come back again. “It’s the day for gardening. Whatever you plant now will soak up life force like a sponge. Can’t you tell how juicy and porous the plants are?” She winks. “We’re the same. The smart ones launch their advertising campaigns for we absorb everything. Have a party and we’ll all be drunk in minutes.” She continues painting. You recline in the grass and find yourself meditating effortlessly. You take off your shoes and massage your feet, lovingly, exploring the zones of reflexology. Boundaries dissolve. Just for today: all is one. You resolve at every Pisces moon to find the rabbit hole that will take you here.
Dana Gerhardt[/i]http://www.mooncircles.com/to...
Must be why Im feeling so super sensitive...hightened emotions and feelings...oh god the feelings..nothing to do with this wine of course...which Im downing like water :wink:
Pro Stat Funnies
08.02.04 (3:50 pm) [edit]
What has me rolling on the floor laughing!....I always check my stats :wink: ...when bored or curious...I like to see what google page Im on sometimes....Today I just saw...somebody actually did a search for ..
Give+good+head...!!! :shock:
And my blog is on there!!!...good grief I feel so damn dirty :wink: lol..and Im just killing myself laughing. It makes a change tho..usualy its something like
Naked+mud+wrestling 8)
Ive had a pretty decent day so far..in fact Im pretty pleased that Bro.. http://brogonzo.tblog.com/ only picked up on my punctuation and some paragraph stuff when he looked at my story..phew...I cant tell you what a relief it is!..lol..I know..Im a funny old thing :P
Certainly will be back later when Ive fed all the animals and bedded them in for the night...i.e..gave the kids tea and got them to bed :)
Ive got a decent bottle of Red Merlot waiting for me tonight, I never drink red wine..I dont care for it..bu this......yum..I could bathe in the stuff :wink: see ya
Give+good+head...!!! :shock:
And my blog is on there!!!...good grief I feel so damn dirty :wink: lol..and Im just killing myself laughing. It makes a change tho..usualy its something like
Naked+mud+wrestling 8)
Ive had a pretty decent day so far..in fact Im pretty pleased that Bro.. http://brogonzo.tblog.com/ only picked up on my punctuation and some paragraph stuff when he looked at my story..phew...I cant tell you what a relief it is!..lol..I know..Im a funny old thing :P
Certainly will be back later when Ive fed all the animals and bedded them in for the night...i.e..gave the kids tea and got them to bed :)
Ive got a decent bottle of Red Merlot waiting for me tonight, I never drink red wine..I dont care for it..bu this......yum..I could bathe in the stuff :wink: see ya
True Nature
08.02.04 (8:41 am) [edit]
I stole again..Im a quiz klepto..From Kraze
